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Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 08-29-10 01:28 PM Link | Quote
Brandon says she's gone multiple times. We don't know much otherwise, since we haven't talked to Linda (B-ran's mom) lately.

Thankfully, Brandon's dad and brother flew into Phoenix from Bakersfield the moment they heard. We hadn't been told yet, and we were wondering what they were doing there in the middle of summer where it's like 120 degrees, especially since Joey hates Sara (it's a sibling rivalry that just never died).

I'm not sure how much of the family knows about this. Things of this nature tend to be kept secret from their grandmother, and I can just imagine their aunt, Michelle, getting REALLY upset about this. Michelle didn't say anything or seem upset when we hung out with her last week. But then again she's trying to conceive and they just moved into their new house, so it's possible Linda's waiting for a more appropriate time to tell her.

The thing about rape is that it's not so much physical damage, so much as it is psychological. Sara's still very impressionable and getting raped at a young age tends to warp one's idea of relationships.

I'm not much of a scholar of psychology, it's just what I've noticed over the years of meeting rape/molestation survivors (victims has such a negative connotation).

I left a message on her Facebook saying that whatever's going on she'll overcome it because she's strong.





(Last edited by Rogue on 08-30-10 11:32 AM)
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 08-30-10 08:37 AM Link | Quote
Yeah... the psychological half is a bitch. I hope she copes with it well, or at least better than I did.

... B-ran? *snicker*
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 08-30-10 12:02 PM Link | Quote
Yeah, that's what Lee calls him sometimes. I end up typing it out here and there because it's shorter.


In other news, fuck bicyclists who ride the wrong way down the street, don't stop at stop signs or street lights, and then get uppity and pissed off when they're almost hit by other cars. Share the road. Agreed, but you have to follow the law as well.

FUCK CROWDS. I'm a bit claustrophobic, mostly when it comes to being in small areas with too many people in them and no immediate way out. The general notion of a crowd is it's also very rude. There are no individuals, it's a mob of NPCs with no personality or manners. A crowd will sneeze and cough on you without excusing itself. Crowds do not respect lines, they don't care about the precious shit you're holding in your hands that you don't want damaged. It's like a herd of bison stampeding past you. Occasionally circulating through crowds like white blood cells are assholes who will push and yell to get out of their way. All too often I've been finding myself stuck in crowds, be it at a convention, special event, the store (for fuck's sake ), or otherwise. That's the thing about California, there's always cool stuff to do and see, but you have to wade through thousands and thousands of people for it.


(Last edited by Rogue on 08-31-10 12:03 PM)
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Since: 04-17-10
From: Victorian London.

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Posted on 08-30-10 12:50 PM Link | Quote
Fuck the fact that there are so many more fucks than there are happy posts!
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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 08-31-10 08:47 AM Link | Quote
I agree on the bicyclists and add pedestrians to that fuck you as well. I know you have right of way by default but if you cross a red light on a busy street because you are too impatient to wait a few minutes then you better not be surprised when the cars don't slow down for you.

Fuck my not getting enough sleep. I feel like a zombie... a zombie with chest congestion.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-02-10 12:04 PM Link | Quote
Fuck how everyone's in such a hurry to grow up and get life over with. I love keeping everything in the blissful future. While I'm excited to be graduating soon, I'm happy to be taking classes now (for the most part... ugh, comm). I'm happy to be in a long term relationship and keeping marriage and kids out of my present. I'm happily living in anticipation of awesome things to come. I'm unbelievably confused as to why, even though I'm in a university, there are constantly young women who just go on about getting married, "and now that I've got that over with, I can..." fill in the blank. Now that you've got that over with? And then when you've got life over with you can comfortably die.


Now further down this avenue, fuck the insistence on being sad. I have this friend that I feel I'm constantly in the process of trying to cheer up. She called me last week before class demanding I come over because she was worried her boyfriend was about to dump her. While I held her while she cried for an hour about this guy, she occasionally said things like, "I want my heart to die," "I want them to take out of the part of my brain that had feelings so I won't be hurt any more," "I don't deserve love," and so on.

She's been with this guy a year and only really sees him every other weekend. In fact, between fits of declaring she was going to kill herself, she sometimes went on to say that she's been thinking about dumping him anyway and that she thinks he's an asshole. Every single time I attempted to be reassuring asking if it's really so bad that he's breaking up then or that you've got to take the bad with the good, she just reverted to being more upset and saying the above statements again. It was like she refused to be cheered up and just wanted me to dote on her while she cried.

When the boyfriend finally showed up, I ended up sitting in her room while the awkward conversation occurred. As it turned out, she was being paranoid and they didn't break up. Then I was stuck with the greater awkwardness of her bringing him to her room to talk to me and my boyfriend (who was also trying to cheer the friend up).

I really don't blame the friend, as she's bipolar and her emotions are like a light switch. I've taken her to things that she'll suddenly cry through.

But I feel that insisting on being sad is becoming a running theme throughout the world, at least in America. Perhaps keeping you sad makes you buy things. I dunno. Maybe people feel they just need to be sad for a period. I can completely understand it with mourning. But I mean in almost everyday life.

I dunno. Maybe I'm crazy.
Xeios

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Since: 08-16-04

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Posted on 09-02-10 06:08 PM Link | Quote
Fuck people who jump lanes while driving, to get one or two cars ahead. Congratulations, you risked everyone in the area's lives, and saved yourself 3 seconds at best.
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Since: 09-05-04
From: His Laughin' Place

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Posted on 09-05-10 11:48 PM Link | Quote
Oops! I got my first written warning today. And it was so bad that it was a "Final Warning".

I accidently let someone in after closing hours. So fuck you, time!
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 09-09-10 11:51 PM Link | Quote
Ah, I remember my emo days. I am glad I am past that... now I just get angry. I suppose that is an improvement.

Fuck gaming for never happening.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-11-10 02:08 AM Link | Quote
Fuck the bleached blond 40-something who cut in front of Brandon and me in line for food at the Greek festival earlier tonight. Even though I kept telling her we were actually in line ahead of her, she just kept turning around to give me a dirty look. Insult to injury when her friend came by to mention that they only have gyros at another booth, the bitch turns around to ask if we can hold her place in line going on about how she has a complicated diet that we're too stupid to understand.

On the positive side, they ran out of the item we wanted and gave us a tray piled high with all kinds of food instead.


As for another matter, fuck that my heels are constantly hurting. It's the point that I have trouble walking. I've started wearing shoes with more of a heel to them for the weight distribution, but it's not much better.
Squire Vince

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Since: 04-17-10
From: Victorian London.

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Posted on 09-11-10 02:58 AM Link | Quote
Fuck having to work til close, it's awful!
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 09-14-10 02:44 PM Link | Quote
I hope that bitch didn't get a gyro either.

Another round of fuck the Motorola Backflip. I am getting really tired of the damn thing having system crashes when I get calls.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-14-10 04:17 PM Link | Quote
A slight update on Sara. She's now up in Washington with some of her dad's relatives. She was living up there with an aunt before, but now she's with people she doesn't even know.

She messaged me on Facebook this morning to tell about it, saying they were nice people.

Sara's also got a big problem with sleep walking. Her mom has mentioned that she's watched Sara walk out of her room, throw open the front door and then go back to the bed. On another occasion, she came out, took a frying pan, filled it with water, put it on the stove, turned the fire on high and then left. Apparently since the incident at the party, things have only gotten worse.

I don't know much more about the situation since she only messaged me this morning, which was the first time we'd heard from either her or her mom in the better part of a month. She didn't mention if the guy had been charged yet or anything.


As for the phone situation involving the second cousins -- Brandon's phone is now a paperweight (can neither make or receive calls or texts) and his cousins have not made any payments on the almost $1000 phone bill.


Anyway, fuck needing to read 50 pages on Marx and Gramsci right now. I've got an hour before class and I won't be out 'til 7.

Fuck not waking up naturally for the last couple weeks. It's always a lawnmower, garbage truck, dog barking or child screaming out in the street that's woken me up before I was ready for consciousness. Some mornings it's also been my dad in his office that's woken me up to, and that's definitely no better.

Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 09-17-10 12:48 AM Link | Quote
I think that it is psychologist time for Sara....

Fuck songs getting stuck in my head. It is really really annoying right now.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-17-10 01:17 AM Link | Quote
Brandon called his mom a couple days ago. The news about Sara absolutely pissed me off.

The police are not taking her case very seriously. In fact they are urging her to drop the charges saying it must have been consensual, that she was irresponsible. They wouldn't allow her mother in with her during a 4-hour forensics exam to hold her hand, when they stripped her naked and poked and prodded her.

Since she didn't tell her mom about it until 3 days after the party, they're saying that they doubt anything happened since they didn't get much from the examination.

Apparently the guy who raped her was 27. She was drunk, and they were starting to fool around and when she started to realize what was going on, she kept telling him to stop.

In Arizona, they can do confrontational calls where the police are recording and only one person on the line has to know that they're doing that. The police coached her in what to say and they have him, on tape, saying he knew she was underage.

Even with this, they're still trying to get Sara to back down.


What is it with authorities when it comes to rape? We went through this when there were rapes back at LBCC. The cops told the girls not to report the crimes and to just be quiet about it.
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
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Posted on 09-17-10 03:16 AM Link | Quote
I hope that she isn't going to back down, that would be horrible. I seriously take issue with cops when they do shit like that, and I know that they tried to justify it by saying that it is hard to prove, but with that tape they can nail him easily.

For that "she's irresponsible and it must have been consensual" bullshit can she go after the cops? Defamation of character and all that?
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
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Posted on 09-21-10 09:26 AM Link | Quote
Fuck all the carefully crafted planing falling apart. We don't know how the move is going to work if Ben's mom doesn't get the loan or where we will stay. There are vague contigencies but nothing certain. Why can't thing go smoothly just once?
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-24-10 07:22 PM Link | Quote
Lame...

Ah, school rants. Here comes one.

Fuck the fact that I'm stuck doing a group project with a bunch of chicks who fangirl over each other for being lefties and want our theoretical magazine for this enterprise project to be solely about indie music because that's what they all like. They pretty much just want to do stories that Rolling Stone and Spin have done a billion times, and going, "We could do stories on local bands" is pulling from fucking backyard topics, which doesn't work in the real world since backyard topics are overdone and rarely printed (students tend to pull from their backyard all the time due to inexperience. The topics include: dating and relationships in college, student health, local bands, rising tuition, bad parking, and so on).

We were all grouped together based on a questionnaire our teacher gave out the second week of class, asking us about our experience and interests. Since there were only so many people in the class, she said she sort of just stuck people where they needed an extra person. I'm the only geek culture person in the group. I freaking had to define what the phrase "geek culture" meant in the broadest terms possibly, explaining how my interests are all over the place.

Fuck the girl who named herself leader who doesn't know how to delegate and get shit done and scoffs when I tell her that, you know, maybe we should figure out what everyone's strengths are and maybe name off who's editor of what.

Above all, fuck that the class runs from 7-10 p.m. in the middle of the week and my group just sits there going, "I've been up since like 9 and I had to do a little reading for a class and I'm just too tired to care right now." This last class I had been up since 5 a.m., researching and writing out questions I was going to ask the authors I was interviewing later that day, and then I'm stuck listening to them bitch about wanting to sleep while two of them brag about writing for the school paper. Big fucking deal, ladies. I edited the fucking thing. Writing for it is nothing to brag about since ANYONE can do it.

We haven't even gotten the concept of the magazine figured out, and we're supposed to have a name and mission statement figured out now.

Whatever... if I'm stuck running the ads section, I really don't freaking care any more. I'll sit there and smile and figure out the CPMs and all that shit that no one else will want to do. It's just a class. It's not like our magazine is seriously going to be published.




(Last edited by Rogue on 09-24-10 07:31 PM)
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
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Posted on 09-26-10 03:18 PM Link | Quote
Wow, that would make me want to shoot myself. Does your teacher understand that you are trying and they are not? I would hate for my grade to be dragged down by a group project.

Fuck this heatwave, it is autumn, we should not be having triple digit temps.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 09-27-10 12:08 AM Link | Quote
Since it's one of those situations where the teacher will lecture for an hour or so and then we go into our groups and we can just leave when we feel like we've done enough for the week, my group will pretty much just meet for 15 minutes and then dissipate.

When we were going over concepts a couple weeks ago and they asked me what I was into I mentioned things like comics, Renaissance faires, Rocky Horror, and so on and one of them thought Renaissance faires was funny. When the teacher came by to ask how we were coming along someone mentioned that we were Renaissance women and the professor mistook that as we were doing a mag for Rennies and got all excited about turkey legs and how to make sure you garb is period accurate.

Why couldn't the teacher be in my group?

She's going to be so disappointed when she gets our final project.

Since this is a final project and we're working on it all semester, I'm not too worried about them not wanting to get shit done. It's just really annoying that they love to go, "Meh. It'll be about indie music. See you next week."


And YES, fuck this heatwave. This is really the only day that the heat's gotten to me. The summer was fairly mild, but yeah, 99 degrees in my room today. No bueno.


Fuck that my laptop's screen suddenly quit working.

And yeah, stupid plumbing.


(Last edited by Rogue on 09-27-10 11:05 AM)
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