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Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 10-07-17 08:44 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Elara
Which station? And WTF?

100.3 The Sound. Story about it.

Originally posted by Elara
Hopefully they won't go after you for scratching the van... you put so much effort into your clients, it would be a loss for them more than anything.

Were it up to my boss himself, I'd be fine, but this had to be reported to corporate and it's out of his hands. Our vanpool guys who have to analyze it were on vacation this week and get back Monday. When one came to do a safety meeting at our center, he mentioned that if you do damage backing up a van and didn't use a spotter when one was available, both the driver and spotter are fired.

So when I went ahead and did just that, I called my boss right after it happened and told him not to take it out on my spotter, it's all my fault. I've been apologizing profusely to her since.

For now I'm suspended from driving, which sucks in its own way because my two favorite aides are non-drivers and I had an all-day trip planned for a week and a half from now.

I entirely did this to myself.


Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 10-09-17 01:34 PM Link | Quote
That really sucks... hoping they don't do it, though. I mean, a scratch is a scratch... not like you did real damage.

Fuck people that try to justify racism. Seriously, fuck them.
Rogue
If you're reading this... You are the Resistence











Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 10-20-17 01:25 AM Link | Quote
Well, it worked out. I'm on REALLLLLLY thin ice for at least a year, but I have my boss to thank for keeping me off the radar for a while before telling the vanpool guys.


Seconded on the racist pricks.

Fuck that it's gotten to the point that George W. Bush has come out of his happy retirement of painting portraits of veterans and swearing to not get involved in politics to come out against all the bullshit going on in Washington.

Fuck that there's so goddamn much misinformation and people fucking believe it.
legacyme3

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Since: 07-16-17
From: Somewhere in Time

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Posted on 10-20-17 10:30 PM Link | Quote
Feel kind of led on. Like someone took advantage of my insecurities and unhappiness in my relationship.

I wasn't terribly unhappy, but now I am because they sort of opened my eyes.

Then they sort of left me high and dry.

So now I'm depressed, trying to figure out if I can just power through this and hope things will be ok in the future.

This is what I get for trusting legit anyone. It never ends well. I'm just going to keep my heart rock solid and tell anyone who tries to get near it to fuck off.
Rogue
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Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 10-25-17 09:43 AM Link | Quote
Originally posted by legacyme3
I'm just going to keep my heart rock solid and tell anyone who tries to get near it to fuck off.

Don't deny yourself the genuine emotions that come with love, trust, and confidence because a few bad apples fucked with you. Allow your heart to expand.

Sorry to hear about your relationship. Communication is key. If something's going on, you should speak with your partner about what's making you unhappy.

I'm getting to this post pretty late, so I hope things have worked out since.



Anyway, fuck that I finally came out of denial and acknowledged that I think I have clinical depression and people I've told, particularly my parents, think I'm just being dramatic.

I went over all the symptoms and EVERYTHING has fit right down to constantly feeling sick and never seeming to get better even with treatment, not taking pleasure in things I used to enjoy, and the insomnia/early-morning-wakefulness. I'm waking up at 3 and 4 every single morning, no matter how late I go to bed, and not able to fall back asleep. I haven't really dreamed in a long time.

It's just that I'm surrounded by people who mention going through depression on their Facebooks. Most of the time it seems like they're meaning that they're sad and eventually move on. I don't mean to mock another person's mental illness, but that's pretty much how I'd come to view depression. You announce publicly that you're sad, accept all the attention in the form of praise and love from your friends, and then just come out of it. I kept going, "Heh, not me."

I'm constantly overwhelmed with feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, unworthiness, guilt, indecisiveness, irritability, and high anxiety. I didn't really acknowledge these things within myself until recently when I finally admitted the anxiety out loud.

Several doctors I've seen for physical reasons, over the years, have told me I should look into psychological help and I just shined them on, saying, "Oh, no, I'm FINE!" and in my head going, "Hahahaha, I'M not CRAZY, stupid!"

I've also finally admitted to myself that I've been VERY good at putting on the mask, specifically for clients. I go all out on Spirit Days and on every single one of their birthdays, getting super excited for them, and helping them deal with things, but acting like I've got it all together. We pretty much have to act like it's Disneyland and not let on what's going on with us, personally. Of course, this doesn't stop many of my co-workers from spilling every single detail of their lives and their family bullshit whether you want to hear it or not.
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 14 days
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Posted on 10-26-17 09:21 PM Link | Quote
*many hugs*

Just know we are always here for you, Rogue. I have only had periodic bouts of depression, not clinical... but I know from others what a bitch it is to deal with. You honestly handle it very well. compared to others.

Fuck sexist management. I was asked to scrub the steel in the tire department by our temporary manager (female) because they needed, "A woman, or a guy that likes to clean, since those do exist, to clean up after a bunch of sloppy men." The part about the guy that likes to clean was because the closer for my department that night was male and I was done in an hour at the time. So I start cleaning, I see my closer and pull him to help... and our direct manager (also female) comes over and checks on us... then thanks my male coworker... and ONLY him. At least the club manager (male) thanked me.

But yeah... fuck this. What part of "wireless sales" covers "clean up after sloppy men"? What part says I have to empty the trash can in electronics because maintenance is lazy? What part says I have to work in other areas when the corporate guidelines say that wireless should never be unmanned from 9am to closing? I'm feeling a bit disgruntled. Hopefully it is not as bad at the club I transfer to, even if that will only be temporary until I can find something better.

Fuck that rent on places in southern California is as much as a mortgage... though, at the same time, kinda surprised that some mortgages are that low.

Oh... and fuck the constant, giant jumps in temperature. I have friends out west that are envious about us getting some nice, cold, fall weather... but it goes from 40 to 70, to 30 then back up to 65... and yeah, it is all much lower than 90-110, but my sinuses are NOT happy. I would rather be hot than sick.

Xeoman

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Since: 08-14-04
From: 255

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Posted on 10-28-17 11:03 PM Link | Quote
I've been pretty lonely myself lately.

I think for the therapist thing, it can certainly be good. But not all therapists are good. It's good to get a fresh take on you from another perspective. That doesn't mean you have to accept everything others might say and bring up, or suggest, but the positive way to see it is that their perception of you can give you some wisdom. Take in the ideas and apply them your way, increasing your knowledge. They might point things out you had never even considered or had hidden away without even realizing it.
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 14 days
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Posted on 11-01-17 06:47 PM Link | Quote
Just vet your therapist, since Xeo is right... they are not all good. But, they can provide help. Do what is best for you in the long run, be that therapy or no.

Fuck holiday retail season. I can't wait for January when it is all over.
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