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Katana Dark Wizard \"She said tonight...come on come on collide...see what I fire feels like..I bet its just like heaven.\"          Since: 08-15-04 From: Philadelphia, P.A. Since last post: 1337 days Last activity: 1154 days |
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Hi...yah, I wouldn't be suprised if everyone hasn't forgotten who I was by now...but meh...(Btw, been working little by little on the drawings...either haven't had the time, or was too aggrivated to stay home to do them...if you understand what I mean by this, then I am talking to you.  ) Oh, WARNING: This thread is pointless and doesn't really make much sense I suppose...just the small frustrations that are getting to me.
H'okay...been going back and forth from my mom's to my gram's...neither has been going well. I need to move out to a place of my own. However, that isn't too much of a reality at the moment...becomming a legal driver and hopefully maintaining a 4.0 average is my next issue at hand to tackle. 4.0 might be difficult, not saying it's gonna be easy, but it's worth a shot...my mom dropped out of the deal, but my sisters all said they'll chip in to buy me a car and help pay for some of my insurance after the first semester, should I have a 4.0...I'm going to be working in a bookstore come October, it's all in writing, so I'm all set pretty much...and if I have a 4.0, I get a nice raise, plus free supplies, shit like that...might not do TOO much, but hey, every little bit helps. I'm only working part-time though, considering that I'll be a full-time student, with anywhere from 10-15 hours a week... So yeah...my mom and I can't get along worth shit...typical teenage issues...same old shit still going on at my grams that has been going on for years...been keeping myself busy though. Working all sorts of odd jobs to make some cash...otherwise, been leaving the house to hang with friends as much as possible, and when I am stuck at home, nothing soothes my nerves like kicking the shit outta things...in video games, but still...can be quite satisfying... To top it all off, been talking to an Ex-boyfriend...more like he's been talking to me (Not talking about Ryan here, for all of those who know him.)Why I even talk to him though, I haven't the slightest...I hope I'm making him squirm though. He's been talking to me like shit lately. Thing is, it's not anything out there like "You're a bitch." No, it's lots of things indirectly...and the more I pretend not to notice, the more bite his words have to them...so I really hope I make him squirm...like today, found out he invited my best friends to a party he's having...two friends, mind you, that he didn't seem too close to them...I was on the phone with Laurie and she said that he prolly did it to get to me (which obviously worked, but he doesn't know that, so its all good)...I mean, don't get me wrong, while we were dating, he was always very nice to them, and even after we stopped dating...but Laurie even said that he never really had anything to do with them unless I was involved in there somewhere...and now this...so yeah...I dunno...but when the asshole and I talked about it tonight (more like a few sentence long convo) I was really nice about it...so yeah...Again, I hope he squirmed. I'm so fristrated right now...and what frustrates me the most is that I'm more angry about asshole than anything...I dunno...I know this is all juvenile bullshit and there are worse things out there...such as having quite the hospital record all due to things one's father has done...broken ribs, concussions...etc...it's kinda nice to worry about something to trivial as this...but then it's so frustrating!!! Grrr!!! Gotta get ready for school...I'll be working in a month...I hope it was a wise decision to give myself a month to get used to the college workload...if not, then I can try and start now...I dunno...putting up with this shitty neighborhood I live in...thank goodness I apparently look younger than I am, cuz when perverts start hitting on me, telling them I'm not 18 yet has actually worked quite a bit. They don't back off everytime, but they do most of the time...merh...I guess I look easy or something. I don't know. **sigh** I feel a little better now. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6066 days Last activity: 6037 days |
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I'm sorry to hear everything is so frustrating. You know as well as I how life can do that at times. I really hope you and your mom can start to get along, seriously. She's been really majorly involved with your life for a few years now, so maybe it's just everything catching up. Then again, you and her do have all that teenager stuff to go through to make up for it, since it never really happened much before. You're too independant, and she's just as stubborn as you are (You two are like Jenny and My mom really if you think about it. It's kinda funny) So what was your mom's end of the deal anyhow? I never really had a chance for you to explain to me what the deal you made with everyone in your family was
*hugs* But hey, only a week till you start college! You're incredible at that stuff, so I'm sure you're going to do fine. Though I do think it's definitely a good idea to hold off on the job at first. Get settled in, get a routine going and all. I know it was your routine that got you through a whole lot of stuff in the past few years since I've known you, so it's a good place to start. And the plus is, all your friends here are in college, so you've got tons of options and feedback on how to organize for it 
Anyhow, I'm gunna shut up now, as I'm sure I'm not the most wanted one to be talking now
Have fun in college though. Make some new girlfriends to hang out with too while you're at it, I know you said you wanted to have more female friends to hang out with
Take care of yourself *glomps* ( <---- I win again! -_^ ) |
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