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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment.         Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Bought my plane tickets home for later this month.
Going home on the 19th, will be there on 20th at 2am. Leave there at 5am on the 23rd. Not a bad price, was 550 this time around. Lower than normal, but not the lowest. It's my mom's b-day on the 21st, so I'm happy about being able to be there for that 
Other than that, my grandmother's got some internal bleeding going on left over from a few months ago.. So we're worried about that, we'll find that out hopefully by the time I get there, as far as what's the cause and what to do. I just have to make it near two more weeks till I get home... I've been crying so much lately, that my voice has been hoarse for the last few days  I don't know how much longer I'm going to be like this, or how much longer I can keep going like this. I can't seem to change anything in my life right now, and I'm barely able to cope with it like this at the same time. A good friend of mine (who was there for me last year when everything fell apart) gave me a bit of advice. Essentially, just keep on throwing things out in front of me that I can wait for in the near future. This time around, it's go home. After that, I don't know. I'm absolutely dreading my birthday coming up next month too
[Warning, Rant below] Oh, and my eval was one of the worst experiences of my life. But I think I'm being allowed to stay in. That man was evil. He wanted to rip me out of everything, throw me in a ward, and pump me full of meds. And I know what that does to people, it just fucks them up and fucks their entire lives up. I was so scared he'd do that to me. He wanted to. Big fat old man who had a grudge against the world. He isn't even in the navy! He was a civilian outsider who knows nothing about the navy life here, or anything about me. He just made broad sweeping generalizations about everything, and tried to beat me down and twist my words into things that I definitely was not saying. And I couldn't even hardly defend myself, or he'd take that as conformation of me needing to be medicated and taken out of everything. All just because I'm still hurt my girlfriend left me at that
I'm really hating the navy here. It's pissing me off. I've got like zero friends here. Hardly any friends back home to talk to, and my family just makes matters worse with how they go about 'caring' for me They just make the pressure so much worse, it's aggravating.
I hate being alone so much... And here I am, thousands of miles away from anyone who actually cares
I can't even get a hug except for when I fly home
Ex wants nothing to do with me and I could dissapear for all she cares. Which hurts, because I don't feel the way she does. Some of my closer friends are playing a two faced game that's really starting to hurt me. My family is FAR too invasive of my life, and can't back off without putting me in a serious guilt trip, and I've lost contact with a few good friends who would be there for me no matter what. And I'm up here alone. Okay. I'm done ranting now. I have to go to work |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Happy easter!!!!
On a bit of an unusual note: While I was out running tonight... I happened to see a rabbit, it looked around scared, than ran across the street in front of me, and ran off into the woods... O_o And my roomie's wife made us a good easter dinner. yum.
And off to have a deviled egg before crashing, as per my usual custom 
Night all |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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Originally posted by Elara Well, actually Crystle, that depends. I know the juvenile detention center my mother worked at for several years actually had separate wards there for such things. Majority was for the normal juvi's, but there was a section for those to be tried as adults, a section for those who had mental considerations and followups beyond the normal rehab, etc. Then again, this was in a different state than we have here, but local places could very well be different, kinda like back home for me. As far as the actual topic at hand goes... Well. Let's just say it's rather not right, but it does leave open doors to a lot of questions. And is another example of shortcomings of certain parts of humanity unfortunately. Though there are many far worse examples of the same thing around the world, but it's also nothing too new either I would say, not really an 'original sin' as it were. Thus you have media and polotics of a modern age coming into play as well. Either way, this is really sad. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| This is awesome. I loved seeing this when it first came out
AND on that note: Look at this Only this is with an american ship. And by looking at the bottom text, I believe it's a bit of russian propoganda/making fun of us Either way, it's hilarious
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| This kind of thing is horrible.
Hard to think, but the lives of hundreds of people, the families and friends, will have to live with this forever. I don't know if I'll ever understand this thing we call humanity. There are so many incidents of fucked up people like this who think it's okay to go about killing other people. It's just, wrong. My roomate last year just so happened to be from that college too.. I've seen several people from there that I know. Makes it kind of scary. It's always, you hear about these things. But it's not such a big world, and it's really scary when you realize you're somehow indirectly related to what happens. It's not just a horror story, it's more real and hits home more. I can only imagine if any of those people were his friends. I don't suppose I'll know, but it's scary either way. I really don't see any reason to go about killing other people like that.. It's just not right. He must have been really messed up in his head. And then only to kill himself? Why bring everyone else down with him? I don't understand people |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Heheh, Yeah, I've heard that one too
Only we have our own variation. An air force guy, Marine, and a Sailor  And out of some of the buddies I've got here, I can certainly tell you there's some who act like that O_o |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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Originally posted by White Didn't expect you to reply to this little rant-journal-topic-workout-stuff-thing of mine
Yeah, planes suck, but hey. I fly a lot and have flown a shit-ton this past two years now
And yeah, that guy: I just am putting that experience behind me. It was just the one time thing, and it's over. So I'm glad. I'm still in, I'm in the clear, and I'm still going to the councillor at the Fleet and Family support center, which is what I asked for in the first place that catapulted me into this mess in the Navy. On another note, our PFA was pushed off a month!!! *does a dance* So that's more time for me to lose more weight and gain more muscle by keeping working out! *flexes* Huzzah! Okay, not really I'm not that strong of a guy really, though I am bigger than about 85% of the other guys my age here at the base So combine size + a bit of actual muscle = one of the better off guys on base. (Legs and arms are all muscle really, just my stomach area is my weaker area which I have been working on. I'm just not much of a looker )
Sooo.. I'm essentially all packed now, and gunna run off in a minute and do some strength training Who knows, maybe in a few months someone will actually notice me for a change. Whole world might turn upside down if that happens, but ya never know (Last edited by Truth/Serum on 04-19-07 01:23 AM) |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| I'd probably say it's someone who freely has sex with multiple people, or has had sex with multiple people in a somewhat short amount of time. By freely, I mean without regards as much to emotional attachment, rather, has had sex with different people based on lust more than anything else.
Like someone who just get's horny, has sex with people they're attracted to, but there's no relationship involved. Continually having one night stands, or week or two long relationships and cycling around between lot's of people. What you do in the bedroom really is more talking about fetishes, likes/dislikes, wild/or not, etc Doesn't have much to do with being a whore.
But we can just go with the classical definition of whore as "someone who has sex with people for money" |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Love and passion together are what make good couples Barring any other complications
Both are important to having a lasting relationship. How much of what really depends on the people involved, but generally, absolutes don't work, so I assume it's fairly safe to say you need a bit of both
Love without passion, well that's family really. Passion without love, that's a lot like short relationships that are more for the fun of it than anything serious. And the bigger they are, the harder they fall, in many respects. Taking everything in moderation, how fast to sex, etc, is important. I have some Lesbian friends (Several different couples actually) and I can say that the whole fast to sex thing doesn't mean much really. Some had a bit more free spirit towards it (no risk) Others were really heavily weighed down by morals and personal standards. So it flies both ways on that one in my personal experience knowing people. And on the flip side, I know some straight people, male and female, who would screw anything decent to come their way So to say one's more than the other really depends on who you know and what groups you associate with in different ways I'd say. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Okay, this one is a mug shot Amy took of me without me realizing she had the camera. So it's not too bad a shot really. Note the necklaces, you can hardly see them, but still, my next one doesn't have them.
The second pic is me, after about 4 hours of dancing like a crazy male-belly-dancer-mad-raver at the erotic ball. I looked less wasted in the first pic from 4 hours earlier I like the jinglies on it too... I had SO much fun. (More to come on that in the weekend thread later)
Anyhow. The horrors: 
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| The arm things rocked, especially when I was movin about
Either way, I had TONS of fun, and had a lot of hot women complimenting me and watching me, so it was totally worth it. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Directly, not a lot scares me. Indirectly, I suppose affects me the most though. Losing my family or friends would be right up there near the top though. Other than those, I've already lived through a lot of things that I would have said was my worst fear or fears. In a way, they still are, it's just, now that things have already happened, it's not really something I can stay scared about, I just have to live with it, and hope I never go through it again.
On a more personal note: I'm not scared of hights, but falling scares the color out of my face. I love to go diving off of small cliffs into rivers or lakes, but the whole time I'm falling my heart races and my mind goes "WTF am I doing!?!?" Oh, Evo, I know what freaks you out! You love to chase fish and try to catch them, but you come out of the water screaming or freaking out if you actually _do_ catch one Yes, I do remember you doing that several times out at the river I thought it was funny as hell. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Hey Joey, happy B-day!
Welcome to the world of being 19 years old! As you should well know, nothings really changed. You're still a teen. Not able to drink yet, and not yet in your 20's and out of your teens. Officially, it's probably one of the most blank years as far as numbers go... SO DO YOUR BEST TO MAKE IT ROCK!!!! Hope you have a great one |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Ah. Good ol' Canada
I hope you all have a great time! Sorry about that Kate Though I do find it odd that it doesn't show up on the front page at all... *shrugs*
Hm.. He's not been around on this board for a while. *shrugs* Either way: Happy Birthday, and I hope this is one hell of a good year for you Joey |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Usually, summers have never bothered me.
Growing up in southern oregon, it gets hot, like we're talking 115 degrees (No, it doesn't always rain in Oregon and the grass isn't always green )
Though the humidity is nil there, so it wasn't bad if you found shade. Though last two summers I've been 1) At boot camp in Great Lakes Illinois, where it was 95 degrees with 95 percent humidity most of the days  Followed up with being in the swamp on the north end of Charleston South Carolina. Where the weather was essentially the same
Heat + Humidity + swamp = Suck. Normally, I love summer. But mad did those two places suck to be in Though up in upstate NY right now for the first half of summer. So I should be loving life again
I'll probably run out to a few of the lakes or rivers during my free time to keep cool. And where-ever I get stationed after here in july.. Well there will be ocean, and beaches, and beach-going women, so I should be set! It all works out (Last edited by Truth/Serum on 05-04-07 09:04 PM) |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| I think this exemplifies a few things: (I think that's the right way to use and spellthat word )
1) A man who has had WAY too much time on his hands 2) Why it shows that people who are in positions of power, and who are often expected to be fair and impartial, quite often are not. Absolute power corrupts absolutely afterall. 3) A man who has absolutely no compassion, and is willing to screw over others for his own little bit of pleasure. Never mind you that he should know they could never pay off the lawsuit even if he won. It just seems to me that he's trying his best to absoultely crush another group of people, this time a family, whom he's had previuos disagreements with. This is one of the worst kind of people out there. And it makes me feel really sad about this country
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Honestly, I think a 12 year old is damn well smart enough to understand what he's doing. I've been around enough children growing up, including my younger siblings and all their friends, etc, to say that with confidence. They may not be einstiens, but still, they know what they're doing.
I don't think locking the kid up will do much either. Though something is rather off with him. Probably has a lot to do with family history, and just the kid himself. Either way, I don't envy the family nor the people who have to work with the kid. Doing something like that would take a serious amount of concentrated effort. And to go about explaining to other kids why you did it? The kid scares me. |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Hey, I think your program is a bit screwed up.
It's showing everyone who's b-day is say, on the 14th in their profile, well it's displaying their b-day as the 13th or earlier on the front page. Just thought you might want to look into that one. Not sure what it's up to. (Last edited by Truth/Serum on 05-13-07 09:12 AM) |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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| Happy B-day Kate Heh, same age for 2 weeks.
(Her b-day is on the 14th though... not the 12th or 13th )
I hope this year is better than the last
Went to NY then eh? Hope you had a blast! Take care. (Last edited by Truth/Serum on 05-13-07 09:11 AM) |
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Truth/Serum Cheep-cheep Continued Harassment. Since: 03-07-05 From: In pieces Since last post: 6081 days Last activity: 6052 days |
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Originally posted by Katana Yeah, the Hard Rock Cafe you have in philly is awesome. Good to hear you had a kickass time in NY What all would you suggest going to take a look at if visiting NY for a day for the first time? Just some of the big things like you said there? Or any particular place or area that you really would want to go see again?
Either way, Happy (Early) Birthday |
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