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Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 02-15-07 11:04 PM, in New to the board? Introduce yourself here! Link
hellooo my name is siobhan and 'cairoi' absolutely forced me to join, i am serious he threatened insanely unimaginable tortures and well i'd certainly rather keep my appendages intact~ so here i am.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 02-16-07 08:01 PM, in Hair Link
I have straight impossible to curl hair as well, and omg be thankful you didn't get it cut supershort. I had very long hair and went to get it cut, wanting it to reach my chin, and she seriously cut it so it just reached my nose. It was disgusting. Anyway, I let it grow out again and for a while it was just straight, long, and kind of boring. A few days ago I cut my own hair, giving myself straight blunt bangs andddddd layers. I would suggest, if you feel confident enough and it's nothing extremely drastic, cutting your hair yourself because I've gotten mine cut countless times by hairdressers who NEVER get it how I want, and I did it for myself the first time and got it perfect. I dunno, maybe it's just me, but even though I had no idea what I was doing, I love my hair now more than ever.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-03-07 12:47 PM, in Hair Link
Originally posted by Katana
Originally posted by cawn Q byne
I have straight impossible to curl hair as well, and omg be thankful you didn't get it cut supershort. I had very long hair and went to get it cut, wanting it to reach my chin, and she seriously cut it so it just reached my nose. It was disgusting. Anyway, I let it grow out again and for a while it was just straight, long, and kind of boring. A few days ago I cut my own hair, giving myself straight blunt bangs andddddd layers. I would suggest, if you feel confident enough and it's nothing extremely drastic, cutting your hair yourself because I've gotten mine cut countless times by hairdressers who NEVER get it how I want, and I did it for myself the first time and got it perfect. I dunno, maybe it's just me, but even though I had no idea what I was doing, I love my hair now more than ever.


Yah, I could never be that brave and go from my waist to my chin. I got it cut two weeks ago now and it's actually grown quite a bit already. I spoke with my sister's friend, who is a hairdresser, and she said that if I keep up with trimming it every six weeks, then by the end of the summer it should be down to my waist again. Apparently my hair grows fast...I was just always too lazy to take care of it. **shrugs** Haha.

How long is it now? And how did you do the layers? My mom's friend at work does her own hair too, and to get it in layers, she said that she just puts it in a ponytail, twists it together SUPER tight, and then just cuts off an inch or so...however much she wants...I haven't seen her do this, but her layers are pretty...**shrugs**

I've also changed my mind on how I'm going to dye my hair...nothing outrageous though.

And Shaddow? Wispy hair is kickass.


I just wet my hair, took how much i wanted for the bangs and twisted it in front of the tip of my nose, and then snipped lol. To do the layers, I literally just went crazy and cut chunks of it diagonally all ova da place.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-03-07 12:53 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link


i love my boyfriend


(Last edited by cawn Q byne on 03-03-07 03:56 PM)
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-03-07 07:17 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link
omg gtfo poor cutie patootie evo


shes mine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


(Last edited by cawn Q byne on 03-03-07 10:17 PM)
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-03-07 07:50 PM, in Satanism Link
Satanism isn't a religion, it's a philosophy. It leaves the unknown open to interpretation. Many Satanists are atheist, where at the same time it's possible to be a Satanist Christian. I've been a Satanist for a while now. I practice magic as well, but my beliefs are different than Wiccan or Pagan. I've studied a lot about religion and philosophy and developed my own beliefs. It's nice.

But yeah, Satanism is about indulging, worshipping your SELF as the most important thing in your life. It goes back to instinct, and personally, I think it's a great way to be. Why feel guilty about something that's a natural part of you?

And, may I add, it's really not that Satanists don't care for others and are completely selfish. There are Satanic rules which are completely sensible guidelines for the most part to live by, such as remembering the fact that children are innocent and should never be harmed, and that we have to remember that humans are animals, too, and can often be the most dangerous. There's not much evil about it. It doesn't condone rape or abuse; the fifth rule is that "you shall not make sexual advances unless given the mating signal".

Satanism I think is the most empowering philosophy. It's very empowering to women if you want it to be! La Vey wrote a book about the Satanic Witch and how she can use her sexuality and female power to create and manifest magic. I'm a very sexually open person and I'm all for empowering women. I read the tarot and pray to "goddess" to help my tuition with every reading. I believe there is a higher force, but I won't elaborate on my beliefs except for saying I don't see it as simply a male or a female. Living the satanic lifestyle is an accepting and peaceful way to live, regardless of what many think.

And it's true, the name Satanism is for pure shock factor. Satan is the best friend the Church has ever had. I see Christianity as having many cult-like factors, like gaining believers out of fear (of Satan and sin). It encourages us to think of human things as dirty things, and is often sexist towards women. There are laws against healthy parts of our lives such as masturbation and menstruation, saying that they are filthy and sinful. It's retarded, imo.


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Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-03-07 08:08 PM, in Who's your fav. Spice Girl? Link
POSH FTW

i remember everyone used to love baby
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-03-07 08:36 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link


john made me post :x
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-04-07 09:44 AM, in Satanism Link
Originally posted by Evo
Originally posted by cawn Q byne
It's very empowering to women if you want it to be!


Great, jsut what america needs... more women on a fucking power trip.

I'm female, but I think women have gone overboard. They want equality, but instead, they make it so they get better EVERYTHING...

As far as Satanism...

Originally posted by Clockworkz
t's more or less just a selfish religion, putting yourself before anyone else.


Hmm... I knew it! my mom wasn't wiccan, she was Satanist!!

I think my mother is the reason I don't care for religion. Agnostic, here. Not so much Athiest.

I couldn't stand being satanist.. I'm a VERY un-selfish person. I hate recieving ANYTHING... and putting myself before others. O.O I think I'd go insane with guilt.



It's not all about being selfish, lol...

And I agree with you that there are feminazis, but just as many guys are still jackasses. People don't understand how to create equality. We think it's made by compensating for in the past when we've been hurt, when really we should just get over it and be thankful for the rights we have now. The same thing goes with race.

I find what you said kind of offensive, because I don't think you understood what I was trying to say. It's an empowering religion to ANYONE, it's a religion that builds self confidence, which, despite what our twisted world may think today, is a HEALTHY thing to have. Too many people are unhappy with theirselves for stupid reasons that consumers and peers drill into their heads, anyway, both men AND women. I was trying to say that it can help you accept yourself instead of always being critical of everything you do, and that's how it's empowering....not that it's like, girls rule, boys drool.


Also, people are jumping to crazy conclusions about the degree of "selfishness" in Satanism. I am a Satanist and that doesn't mean I don't love to give gifts to people, or that I wouldn't take a bullet for my mother or my best friends.

I surround myself with people that make me happy instead of friends that hurt me.
"IV. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!" (Nine Satanic Statements)

If someone hurts me, I'll do what's best for me, whether that be punishing them by taking action and doing something to them or punishing them by pushing them out of my life.
"V. Satan represents vengeance, instead of turning the other cheek!" (Nine Satanic Statements)

I believe that the purpose of life is to enjoy it, rather than to spend it groveling or begging or having faith that a god that may or may not be there has control over my life.
"I. Satan represents indulgence, instead of abstinence!"
"II. Satan represents vital existence, instead of spiritual pipe dreams!" (Nine Satanic Statements)

I believe that natural things that humans feel and do aren't dirty or sinful, but beautiful.
"VIII. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!" (Nine Satanic Statements)

I believe that within myself, and the power of thought, I can create magic, I can make anything I want happen.
"VII. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have used it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained." (Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth)

Satanism does not condone murder, theft, or rape, like I said.

"V. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal."
"VI. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the person and he cries out to be relieved."
"IX. Do not harm little children."
"X. Do not kill non-human animals unless attacked or for your food." (in drastic situations).
(Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth)

Now, let's take a look at an important Satanic Sin, where we can see that Satanism ISN'T all selfish lol...

BTW, the difference between these sins and the sins of say, Christianity, are that these sins are things that can be avoided with a teensy bit of work, while a lot of Christian sins are extremely difficult or impossible for a human to not commit.

"Counterproductive Pride
That first word is important. Pride is great up to the point you begin to throw out the baby with the bathwater. The rule of Satanism is: if it works for you, great. When it stops working for you, when you've painted yourself into a corner and the only way out is to say, "I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I wish we could compromise somehow," then do it."


If you want to learn more you can read the Satanic Bible or visit satanism101.com

It really sucks that you guys all consider it such a negative philosophy, because it's very interesting, and it's not something you have to follow down to the bone or that has to change your religion at all. You can remain whatever religion you are and be a Satanist. Satanism is a guideline that if you don't want to, you don't have to follow all of, though most of the statements and ideas you are PROBABLY ALREADY following in every day life anyway.

So please, no more ignorance, guys. It's totally hurting my feelings.





(Last edited by cawn Q byne on 03-04-07 01:17 PM)
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-04-07 01:19 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link
you guys have it all wrong. katana is a giant, god, like model height. i've seen her. if anything, you'd be HER armrest. jeez guys.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-04-07 01:22 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link
Originally posted by Cairoi
Sadly she's right, Leon. You know the old adage "The camera adds ten pounds"?

Well Katana's camera actually takes off 3 feet.



Though the gorgeousness does remain.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-04-07 01:53 PM, in Official Photo Album Thread Link
Originally posted by Evo
There are plenty inappropriate pics of me floating around on my computer/the internet. (my life is broadcasted on the web... ugh...) Nothing revealing, but most definatly teasing. Took them for my ex internet boyfriend. Har har.

Poor Katana... She's so cute and little! *mangles her*

Pic of me in a towel, not bad but not really school/work/younger sibling appropriate

This is one of the less bad ones taken of me after I got out of the shower. NO MORE FOR YOU!


towel power!! ^_____^

towelz rool



(Last edited by cawn Q byne on 03-04-07 04:54 PM)
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-04-07 02:05 PM, in War of the Sexes Link
There remains sexism on both ends of the spectrum. If we look at media today, often on television shows or movies there's a smart, beautiful wife burdened with an idiotic, fat husband who fucks everything up or doesn't know how to raise the kids, while the same time there are plenty of images in the media pressuring women to follow sexist standards etc. etc. We are trying to balance and create equality by hurting the opposite sex, but the only way we can create equality is if things are actually EQUAL, lol. People don't seem to realize that and I guess prefer the "let's hurt them for all the hurt they caused us in the past cause we can get away with it cause we're a minority" route. I guessssssssss I'll argue if presented with an opposing arguement~
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-04-07 03:51 PM, in Get your wish corrupted! Link
sure! it contains rosie o donnell's menstural fluids!!!!


i wish for a happy ending
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-04-07 06:43 PM, in Random IM Conversation Thread Link
HAHAHAHAHHAHA omg i sound like such a hobag
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-08-07 11:57 AM, in Satanism Link
Originally posted by Evo
Originally posted by Vulkar
First should be God, then comes other people(assuming that they aren't threatening your life, belongings, or property), and finally there comes you. I believe that sacrificing your life to save another's, is well worth the trouble. quote]

So... You notice a crack addict hooker who's murderd people in her life is about to get shot, you dive, take the bullet, and die. You go to heaven or whereever you go when you die. Your family, friend, and children, in my case, mourn you. Your child, without a mother/father, grows up confused, becomes a sociopath. S/he finds comfort and calm in torturing people/things/doing things that aren't "ok."

The hooker.... returns to her hooking life. Turns out she looted your dead body and took the $20 in your pocket to buy more crack. She never makes anything of herself, and the only way she "helped" people is to relieve their sexual frustration. She dies and still goes to "hell"

This is, of course, the most extreme example. But in certain situations, it is always best to put oneself first. That is the first thing I learned while takin First Aid/CPR. If you are going to be the one doing the saving, put YOURSELF first, because if something happens to you, both you AND the victim are screwed.

Satanism does have its plusses. as to other religions. But it will also have its downs. *shrugs* Just another one to toss onto my pile of discarded religions.

(Elara - yes. This is why Wiccan's scare me. Most of them that I have met, actually physically met, have been men-bashing femnazis, as you call them. O.o SCAAARRRYYY!!!)


See, I like what you said, because that's what Satanism is about; you help others and possibly put them before you if they DESERVE it. You're not going to put yourself behind them if they are an undeserving mess. :/ And I know a lot about Wicca, and when I would study it on my own I found it fascinating, but then when I tried to enter into the Wiccan community I found that they were very critical and had a very defined hierarchy--and weren't fond of teens who just "read up on it". I mean, sure, they can feel that way, whatever, but it really turned me off because I was under the impression wicca was about equality and breaking that hierarchy when I read many books about it.

and again, Satanism isn't a religion, but a philosophy haha. You can be a Satanist combined with any other belief. That's why many Satanists are Atheists as well.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-08-07 12:05 PM, in Winning the amount of the Million Dollars Link
I'd give half to my family and use the rest to move out to my own place, near my Johnny and probably to go to school, and I'm sure I'd have some left over, so I'd live off it haha.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-09-07 10:13 PM, in SATs Link
well, the test to get your ged is 7 hours. so yeah. lol
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
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Posted on 03-13-07 07:06 AM, in "300" -- Cream yourselves, one and all Link
I think I'm the only person in the world that is not going to see this movie. I honestly cannot say that I would find an action, violence, sex, and other things us crazy people today find attractive-packed retelling of history interesting. Any type of retelling of history or war movie always bores me to death. I could probably get all of the information that they cover in this movie in actual direct statements from reading a textbook for 20 minutes instead of watching beautiful glistening bodies, significant gore, and developing an emotional attachment. o wellz.
Siobhan.

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Since: 02-15-07
From: Boston

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Posted on 03-13-07 11:21 PM, in yeah i hate myself Link
what provoked you to make this post? most people don't just say such horrible things about themselves for no reason. did something happen?

btw, i can guarentee my life is crappier than yours right now. just think positive it works for me!
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