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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt          Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| The best Damn song By Twiztid...Darkness...
(Jamie Madrox) How come this wasted time is such a loss expressed on mind's side? I'd give you everything if you just let me stand beside you Your kind is so amused and still confused by what you live with Your darkness just won't go away Your light it's time for you to shine on today Nothing but darkness in me (Chorus) Darkness, night time No moon in the sky tonight Feeling like our lives been tucked away, today Life is darkness, forever remain, and again (Monoxide Child) How come these things you say they always seem to grow and haunt me? I'd give you everything if you just let me stand beside you You seem to think that I would let things slide and have you change me This darkness just won't go away No light inside for me to shine on today Nothing but darkness in me (Chorus) Darkness, night time No moon in the sky tonight Feeling like our lives been tucked away, today Life is darkness, forever remain, and again (Guitar interlude) (Chorus) Darkness, night time No moon in the sky tonight Feeling like our lives been tucked away, today Life is darkness, forever remain, and again And again (15x) No light inside for me to shine on today Nothing but darkness in me (Chorus) Darkness, night time No moon in the sky tonight Feeling like our lives been tucked away, today Life is darkness, forever remain, and again (Last edited by Sajin Gorotto on 06-13-05 04:08 PM) |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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Originally posted by venomouslobster Dude that came from some weird anime cartoon about spoons and such, However i think Ray from that anime would better fit the picture though.... Vegeta: I love you Bulma Chi-Chi: Gohan, I think youve done enough homework now, go be like your dad and Rot your brain.... La-Blue Girl: "No thanks, ive had enough weird deamon sex for today...." Shinji: *Not bitching for one day* Yuske: For once in my life, I actually DO know what the hell im doing.... Kurama: Everyone at home watching me...I...am...gay..... Keitaro: *For once in his life in the series will he not either be called a pervert, or get hit by naru....actually both  * |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Need i remind everyone about the LONG time it took to make .HACK "Twilight" Vol. 3 took 1 1/2 YEARS to make...however it was pretty thick though....
So what im saying, it might not come out in November, in fact, it may come out Next year, by that time i'd have all the DVD's Hopefully |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Yeah, and yes i play as Chaos, their the exact same as the space marines...When it comes to RTS's im like one of the best, I actually bought the origional Command and Conquer when I was 10 on the Sega Saturn, and you can ask most of my friends like Yuzu and Uzu that I kick ass at Dawn of war and Command and Conquer....
So yeah, im talking about Warhammer, I also play the Roleplaying game also :: Has Dark Lion Space Marines pack :: |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| I play Halo2 on there, too many damn Cheaters on there. Like sometimes they can jump so high, if they get their hands on a sniper rifle in Bloodgulch your a Goner...
I want to play that Advent game on XboxL, theres a contest for a million Dollars for whomever can get the Golden Icon first and complete the task the best....I'd So kill that and get that money...EVEN WITH MY BROKEN HAND!!! |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Looks like I wont be meeting you, you will still talk to me though right? Listen, I know things have gone to shit Sara, But its not his fault...I'd rather not discuss it here because people will get the fucking wrong idea and think that im Flaming tword people.
I know alot has happend, and frankly, there are very few people whom we ALL can trust, you just have to understand that not all of this is 'His' Fault, Sure he may have left without him telling you, but do you know what he does if he goes somewhere, he tells me, Why? Because he trusts me and I trust him, If he were to do anything stupid, i'd tell him to stop it, like that girl I was telling you about? I went out with her, Broke up with her, and I told Torin to break up with her because I know she would just hurt him, so please, hear his side. I too am having a hard 'Trust' time with some of my friends, but you know what, there are people to whom you can trust, a person to lean on, a person to open to, and I know you do that to 'Him' So please hear his side to this Sara, I know he has something to tell you, and ill know hes honest, because hes my friend, and your friend too! |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Why do you constantly bring up Random moments, and Why? Because your bro hates the music i like...ok
Well, i need to practice alot now, I seriously cant wait, ill post a Video of me being a Dumbass while im doing it or something |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Emotions
-By Dale Hall “Cant you understand my hatred?” “The undefined balance of Love or Hate?” -“Does it have to be one...Love or Hate?” “Its one of the natural balances of today’s sick society...A society of feelings run by emotions.” There was always a time such as this, a time where I can just reflect on myself and just completely not understand how my feelings are created. I always thought it was destiny that fought through my empty veins at night when im alone at my home. Really, it’s the only time when I can reflect on myself. There are times when I can see mist escape my warm body and out into my chilled privacy, only then is when I can feel peace and tranquility. “Damned emotions” I said to myself, “If only I can escape from them, maybe for once I can just forget the past and live on with my fucking life.” When I was young, I used to look out of my window inside my trailer home, I was hot and sweaty due to the humidity, but as I gazed out the window and into that blue bug catcher I ignored the heat. I was young and pure then, my soul was one with God, Back then, I felt that my life was the purest and greatest experience ever. However the more I grew older the more I began to understand life the way God meant for it to be, but due to the emotions lead by capitol punishment, this world is only led by ‘Feelings’. “If destiny is ran in this world, then why bother living if you have no control for what lies ahead of you?” “If I had control over my destiny, would it be betraying God’s will?” I believe, that if you put your mind to it, you can achieve anything within human limits. I’ve gone up against many odds, and im still trailing on into this hellish land ran by emotions. People who believe in destiny make me sick sometimes. Like they believe that their life will be perfect later in life, what about the people in Ethiopia whom are starving? What about the people in Russia who have to life in a subcultural environment? People like them cant believe in dreams, because they know that their lives are controlled, they know that hope for them wont happen because they know that heroes cant just come from the heavens and just save them. They know that their life will never be perfect because of their emotions. People are born on this earth to live for what they have, not to believe in destiny. “I for one do not believe in destiny...” -“But why...?” “Because I want to make life the way I want to, not how someone wants me to live.” “Hey Dale, if you could kill anyone on this earth without getting caught, who would you kill?” A friend of mine stated while he was hitting a few joints. I just gazed over at him and laughed. “You wouldn’t like what my answer would be...” The friend laughed and pulled my shirt, eager to know what my answer would be. “C’mon man, I really want to know, I know inside of you were picked on as a little kid, there has to be someone!” I looked down and smiled. “You.....” The friend slowly backed up in shock. “Me...why me?” I looked back up with an angered expression, I opened my soul and released my anger. “Because, deep down inside I know you are just trying to USE ME!” I jumped up and grabbed my knife from my boot pocket, I threw the sheath with great precision into his face, gripped the knife and stabbed into his chest, a direct hit to the heart. He looked up with bloodshot glazed eyes, laughed a little and stared at me. “You know...this dosent really feel that bad, it feels like I can slowly escape from this world...this world ran by emotions...” “The actions you do in life, determines the outcome of your successes and failures...And only I can determine my fate, not some story tale that tells me life will be better for me in the end, I know that my life will be a great one...No one will stop me from accomplishing my dream!” -“What is your dream?” “To go somewhere where there is always peace...” -“And where might that be?” “In my heart, where inside of there, even today, im led by these damned emotions...” (Last edited by Sajin Gorotto on 06-13-05 05:45 PM) |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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pics of me, hope this isnt considered 'offensive' (Last edited by Sajin Gorotto on 06-22-05 02:43 AM) |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Last week, my father brung home this puppy home from one of his friends house, he bought the dog for like 150 dolars, its a mix between a caucasian and a spanish pit-bull, the cutist thing ive ever seen.
Well, Ive been hiding the puppy from my grandmother for about a week, at first i diddnt want it, i had to stay home, feed it, and take care of it and all. I found it unfair that my dad just drops this puppy off in my room and forces me to hide it from my grandmother and me taking care of it....I want a father more than I want a puppy. Well, I came home from the doctors monday only to find the puppy walking around in my front porch, and my grandmother and aunt cathy sitting in the room next to the porch. I walked in, half asleep because they injected me with alot of medication, and just said, "surprise...?" Well, after a long talk, the actually WANT the puppy, I was someone relieved, you see, ive grown attached to the puppy, when im gone, the wont play with anyone except me, me and the dog have grown a bond with each other, now, I cant live without it.... Now all I have to do is name it, I havent thought of a name, I thought of "Hikaru, or kisseme" but those just diddnt fit, its a cute dog and I want a cute name, I dont want any of yall's Ideas, ill name it... |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Not really, just some poses i made up myself, is it alright if i use this one as my layout....heres a hint, look at my layout. | |||
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Wha HA! Victory is mine, as you can tell in my layout, my arm is alot better, only problem is that i cant bend the pinkey down all the way, the bone is still coated over and all so really its not "all the way" healed yet...
However, monday I went to the doctor, and i learned that not only have i shattered my arm, but i dislocated my pinkie knuckle...hmm...maybe thats why i cant bend my pinkie down all the way. Well anyways, more bad news, they also believe that its infected, not because i diddnt take my medication, but because it shows on my medical history that they diddnt give me this type of shot mecotheryma, or something like that, a antibiotic drug. However they told me not to worry, and gave me like 2 shots, one on my hip and another on my arm....owww.... Another funny thing is...I have 3 knuckles....hillarious Im glad im feeling alot better, just thought id post this....thanks for all whom prayed for me...IF you prayed for me. XD |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Gee, and i wonder whom told you that...
Well, the reason why i posted that is because I posted a story on here talking about in my oponion about emotions.... Nice poem, but it still dosent change my outlook on emotions. Like for example, I cried because i was overwhelmed with stress. I cried when i was forced to take care of my new puppy, for a loving embasy fit, and just the fact that life sucks....do you know what my mother told me while I was crying to her about my current situations? "You have a big heart Dale....and you being my son, no mother could ever ask for more..." That touched me, however with these emotions of mine, I hate it. If people couldent exzist without emotions, then you know what my wish would be? heh, I wish that I never exzisted on CERTAN occasions... opps, set my 2 cents in too much, no offence to you true, just posting my oponion |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Yeah its a girl, and its not exactually a pitbull, its more of a caucasian than a pitbull, but yeah, it is by far the cutest dog, i have EVER seen...
Ill tell you a couple of stories with her... One night i had to sleep in my dad's room with the puppy (god im sick of calling her puppy...) well, the number ont thing she likes to do is bite my ears and lick my neck (with that said i wanted to call her kinky, but i wanted her name to be a strong name). Well, later that night she FINALLY went to sleep, i dozed off when the unthinkable happens, she starts to shake....i mean like the dog looks as if shes having an epdeleptic seizure, and she does that when shes sleeping! So i wrapped my arms around her to keep her warm, and at 9 in the morning, she woke me up by jumping on my stomach...I swear to god that puppy is smart.... Ill take some pics of her with me, and im going to say this to everyone at Xeogaming... Shes the only girl for me.... |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Why thank all of you, this enfluences me to post alot of Poems, Stories, and drawings on here, ill post more in the mere future.... | |||
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Sorry to hear whatever things have happend, I guess the situation your in is not suitable for a message board and for you to solve for yourself. I hope things get better, and I hope you return | |||
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| I guess I already heard all of the stories you told me when I spent the night over at your house and all. But lemmie tell you that most of the stories dont really need to be told on here trust me.
Heh, and No problem, maybe people thought I was thread spamming when i posted that earlier post that you will return soon, so im glad you told them that I was helping... |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Ok, now everyone is going to get pissed off when they read this...
If anyones kept up wwith the adult swim's captions, their cancelling the action portion of the Saturday lineup and are going back to the comedy lineup, which means, their cancelling samuari shamploo, Ghost in the shell, and Paranoia Agent....GODAMNIT!!!! oh well, guess im going to HAVE to buy the dvd's.... |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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Take a look at this...
My Left hand is the normal one, my right is the one thats fucked up, can you tell the difference? OMG, THE KNUCKLE IS GONE : Shock: (Last edited by Sajin Gorotto on 06-22-05 04:41 AM) |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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Originally posted by True Flight Was I talking to you? <.< >.> nah, i was talking to the people whom diddnt know about it....why, ahh nevermind im not going to ask... Its "Group-X" not the group, X. |
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