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Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-11-10 09:15 PM, in Currently watching? Link
Originally posted by Valhalla
Just got finished watching Kannagi and I'm in the middle of K-on! right now.

I'm a sucker for the adorable.


I enjoy both of those. I didn't much like the ending of Kannagi, but I (surprisingly) ADORE K-ON! and K-ON!!
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

Since last post: 4769 days
Last activity: 4396 days
Posted on 06-11-10 09:37 PM, in The best/worst situation to be in, ever. Link
Meet Aurora. Aurora is a blooming flower of lesbianism. Aurora only realized the true intensity of her homosexuality recently and had previously thought she was bisexual. Aurora is back from her six month trip in Japan. Aurora has matured and become a more down to earth, enjoyable person. Aurora is spending more time with her friends and generally liked a lot more. Aurora has started going to parties. Aurora enjoys drinking (and recently tried marijuana). Aurora is getting more friends.

All good things in my point of view. I don't struggle with my sexuality. I'm totally accepted by my friends and family. I am not ever pressured to do anything I don't want at parties..etc. I'll continue.

Aurora has recently become popular with people she is meeting. Aurora has three beautiful girls who are *very* interested in her.

Still a good thing? Yes.. It's a flattering thing. Certainly builds my self confidence..

Now for the problem..

Aurora does not want sex. Aurora is not interested in the slightest in having sex with anyone of these three girls, nor anyone else. Aurora does not lust after anyone.

Coming out of third person. I really don't like myself very much. I'm getting better about it, but I don't like seeing myself naked, During any sort of sexual act, especially under the influence of alcohol, I rarely enjoy myself. My thought process is something along the lines of "..haha.. She seems to be enjoying herself"

I'm kind of ranting, I'm not really sure what I expect out of posting this. It's such a nice situation to be in.. To be wanted.. But it builds a LOT of pressure. I learned today that my best friends, best friend, is extremely interested in me, and she is at nearly every party I am going to be invited to. But..I do not want to engage in anything of the sort and I am relatively new to all of this.

I, stereotypically, imagine most of the boys do not have this problem very often, and there aren't many girls here, and not any lesbians to my knowledge. I just don't adore the idea of engaging in something sexual with someone I have little to no feelings for. What would you do in my situation?

And don't worry, I'm not weepy about it . Feel free to make fun of me, I'm just getting it off my chest.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

Since last post: 4769 days
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Posted on 06-11-10 10:43 PM, in Currently watching? Link
Originally posted by Valhalla
Wait wait, there's also a K-ON!!? A sequel with twice as many exclamation points?!



Exactly. And the managed to make it nearly(?) as good. I crack up the same amount and you can tell they have a lot more money the second time around.

Ahh, K-ON, I love you.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-12-10 10:46 PM, in BOO = Broadcast Operations Officer or... It's a BOO Link
My level of love for you has gone up. Significantly.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-12-10 10:49 PM, in Big problem... Link
This hate brings so much hate into the world. Every time I am told that I lost, I do the honorable thing any tell all of my friends that they too, have lost. The response is often "I hate you."

Ouch.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-12-10 10:53 PM, in Happy Loving Day Link
Loooove!


And good lord, some of those females are smokin'. Thank you Supreme Court!
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-12-10 10:59 PM, in Wow this is old Link
Surprisingly I had never seen that. My friend often will do things like this while singing a song. It's extremely amusing.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-12-10 11:04 PM, in Thrift Stores/ Flea Markets Link
I absolutely love thrift stores. Most of my clothes have at some point been at a thrift store.

My best deal, of course, was a full size, 5'11 female mannequin. Very detailed and currently dressed and in the corner of my room.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

Since last post: 4769 days
Last activity: 4396 days
Posted on 06-12-10 11:23 PM, in The best/worst situation to be in, ever. Link
True flight, you already have me .

Valhalla, I may make an exception for you...


In other news, good lord guys. I went to another party (that happened to be in the most largest, richest house I've ever been in) and not only did my self confidence sharply increase, but my situation was nearly dealt with.

Girl number one sent me a message which consisted of an apology and the plan to leave me alone for a while. And the second girl, who, no offence to her, I expected to lust after me and then turn around and leave if I wasn't accessible..asked me out of coffee. She said "she understands that I'm not looking for something sexual, but she really realized that she is looking for intimacy and a connection with me." and then she kissed me in a very soft and romantic way.

hmm.

I'm kind of basking in a lot of feelings.
1. FUCK GUYS! THIS GIRL IS SO FUCKING ATTRACTIVE! Even if nothing happens, the fact that she expressed interest is so extremely flattering.

2. Due to my underlying lack of self confidence, I get the feeling that perhaps she just wants a "challenge" and still expects sex in some way.

3. She's only here for the summer and she seems to be an incredibly nice person. But do I want to commit to anything? Does she want commitment? Cuddlewhore buddies. I know I can trust her because I know so much about her... which leads me to my next feeling.

4. ..she's my best friends, best friend. My best friend is an extremely self assured person, but I don't want her to feel like I'm trying to steal away her friends... We'll see.

5. FUCK GUUUYSS!
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-13-10 01:35 AM, in The best/worst situation to be in, ever. Link
Originally posted by Valhalla
You said FUCK GUYS twice, yet I'm an exception!

I feel awesome right now!


Ironically, I didn't mean it in that way. I meant it like "OH MY GOD". I didn't even think about it that way until now .
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-13-10 12:49 PM, in I need a custom title. Link
Wait.. the post rule is only 1000? Why have I not made one by now then?
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-13-10 08:35 PM, in So I just found this out.. Link
Old, news.

I appreciate whoever went through all of the trouble to make that happen though.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-13-10 08:43 PM, in Matrix Ping Pong Link
I watched this tv show in Japan. There was some crazy shit.

I'm sure most of you have already seen it, but..




and MY favorite..

Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-13-10 08:44 PM, in Wow this is old Link
Stitch is right, the matrix people are completely different.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-14-10 12:15 AM, in Thrift Stores/ Flea Markets Link
I just realized that this forum was about video games people have gotten at thrift stores...

haha... hah..


I got a dreamcast and a nintendo 64. Best. Things. Ever.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-14-10 08:01 PM, in Non-staff thread. This means you, Valhalla. | Vulkar: Phoenix eats smelly bunny poop. Vote Vulkar. Link
I feel like I should become staff, only to rub in into peoples faces. I certainly have enough spare time and I've been here long enough..

I'd so be up for moderating the Otaku Lounge. Taking that off of Valhalla's hands..

Haha. Wow, this whole "I want to be staff! I want custom titles thing" is borderline spam in my eyes though... It's keep activity, I suppose.

Valhalla:You definitely have my vote!

Vulkar: And that was only twice...

(Last edited by Vulkar on 06-15-10 02:30 PM)
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-14-10 08:02 PM, in Shred-tastic! Link
Am I seriously the only person who doesn't care about being the highest in posts? Though I do have to say, I'm not happy that you just (finally) past me in posts, Valhalla..
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

Since last post: 4769 days
Last activity: 4396 days
Posted on 06-15-10 05:12 PM, in Non-staff thread. This means you, Valhalla. | Vulkar: Phoenix eats smelly bunny poop. Vote Vulkar. Link
Vulkar, my love for you has increased greatly.

In other news, is this thread all about talking about the taco buffet? Because there is practically already three other threads about that .
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-15-10 06:18 PM, in Maybe Link
I feel like Xeogaming has been around so long, the ups and downs of the post count is part of the excitement! The lack of news, or the sudden 15 new threads on a single day alone! I'll still check everyday and post if it's interesting to me, no matter the activity. =P.

Thanks for kick-starting us though.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!








Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 06-15-10 06:19 PM, in Oh yeah, Xeo Link
Originally posted by DrowningPhoenix
How the hell do you change your name? Does a mod/admin have to do it for you?


Yeah, you need to message a staff and they'll change it for you.
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