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Elara![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days |
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*yawn*
Been there, done that, lol. It took you longer than normal this time around Shaddow, you're losing your touch. |
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Elara![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days |
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*Elara ate in silence, finishing as fast a possible. She looked up when Cryus commented on Avron's leaving, but just shrugged and resumed munching on a piece of fruit. Once she finished she wandered out to get ready to leave but was distracted by a familiar roar. She noticed a very irratated Shadow exiting the barn with an injured tail and ran to her while nearby townsfolk began to calm down from the initial scare given them by the roaring cat*
"Shadow, what did you do?!" "Me? I did nothing wrong... that infernal beast of burden stepped on my tail and then tried to bite me!" "You should have known better than to get close to him! It's your own fault. Let me see it... Shadow, give me your tail so I can bandage it! Now, Shadow." *Reluctantly the jaguar let Elara examine her tail, treat it with a paste, and bandage it* *Cryus had nearly finished eating when he heard Shadow roar. He bolted down his remaining food and rushed outside to find Elara knealing down and pulling bandages out of her bag as she held the cat's tail in her hand. He walked over and scratched Shadow between the ears* "What happened to her?" "Farn stepped on her tail," Elara replied. "Oh... well, that would explain the roar." *At that moment he spotted Kasai on his horse and decided to check up on him. Walking over casually he looked up at the Elf* "So, feeling any better now?" |
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Elara![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days |
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*Morrighan hoisted up Jack on one shoulder with ease, starling many people. She took Dalit's hand in hers and started to head back to the base*
"I'm sorry Dalit, but I guess the aquarium is going to have to wait. We need to get Jack back to where someone can look after him... oh Aldis is going to be so upset!" *They got back to base in 10 minutes, since both walked incredibly fast, and headed straight for sick bay. Once she was sure that Jack was in safe hands she went to a phone and called Keira* "Keira, it's Morrighan. I found Jack at the bus station... he looks bad. Really weak. I've brought him down to sick bay, but I thought I should inform you." |
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Elara![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days |
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It's not at all Kaijin. Though I do find it highly ironic, don't you?
This whole thing is so fucking ironic! ![]() |
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Elara![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days |
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*Smiles a bit before answering*
Jade started as a concept really. I have this facination with chaos you see, as well as with gods. In my first simbattle ever, back on Vizzed, I used Elara, which was a RP character of mine from a Dungeons & Dragons game. Since the godmodder kept doing such insane things I ended up morphing her into this Dark Goddess. I decided to refine that idea once I came here and Dante Magus kept pestering me to make a character. He helped me with her basic techniques, which I have expanded upon since then... but I basically made her a goddess of darkness and chaos. Jade is, though and through, another D&D character. In fact, I actually have her on a character sheet (obviously more powerful than here). She is a Fey'ri shaman that ascended to godhood. A Fey'ri is basically a race decended from the union of demons and High Elves... they look like Elves with demonic wings, tails, and glowing eyes... and there skin is actually very fine scales. I created her history originally to tie into the Forgotten Realms setting, but have adapted it now to fit into the campagin setting that I am creating myself (since she will be a god in that setting). Orphaned at birth, the young Jade was taken in by a tribe of Wild Elves, who feared her yet respected her. Raised by the tribal shaman, the girl learned to fight from the barbarian warriors and also learned the druid magic of the shaman. When she neared puberty she was kidnapped by a group of Fey'ri that found her and taken back to her ancestoral homeland where she quickly learned to hate her kin. During that time though she learned of sorcery and how to control the innate magic that she had always had. At this time that the transformations began. I really liked the idea of her transforming into her goddess form without any memory or control of it, it makes her interesting. Even now that she has memory of it I think it is still good that she has no control over when it happens, though it is fairly predictable. By the time she knows what is going on, she is contacted by the gods and told that she was chosen at birth to ascend to godhood. There is a reason that she gains control over it, but I'm leaving that to be detailed in the novel that I am going to write about it. |
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![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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I have a feeling I know what band you are talking about, though I can't remember their name. |
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![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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Well, he's not sending her a link, he's telling her. |
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![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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Um... okay.
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I plan to write at least 8 total, 7 of which are placed in the campaign setting that I am creating for Dungeons & Dragons. So, if you count that the total is up to 9. Well... the novel most people know of here is my future-based novel, Darkfang. Concept is fairly simple really: America's become totalitarian, and this is the story of one ragtag band of rebels trying to bring the oppressors down. I've had people compare it to 1984 actually, even though I have never read the book. As for the other books, there are going to be two trilogy sets, one for my character Elara Siannodel and the other for my character Morwen Naïlo. The seventh book will be Jade's story. I guess I can break them down by blocks. *A screen lowers from the ceiling to just above and behind their heads, on it appears the following information* Twilight Elf Chronicals- The story of Elara Siannodel, an Elven woman who has lost everyone she has ever cared about, and thusly swears to never get close to anyone again. This is her journey from leading a band of adventurers into Orc and Gnoll (6ft tall hyena people) infested woods and renewing the interest of a powerful Goddess in the world and thusly creating the race of Twilight Elves, to discovering that someone has managed to melt the icy prison surrounding her heart. Shadow, her faithful panther companion, provides much comedy with her sarcastic remarks. Daughter of the Dark Trilogy- The story of Morwen Naïlo, a crossbreed of Wood Elf and the hated Drow (Dark Elf) who has been living in forced exile since her birth. This is the tale of her perserverance, her quest for vengence on her Drow father and his kin for their evil ways, and her search for acceptance that may not be so fruitless as she thinks. Ascention- The tale of Jade Shar's mortal life, from her birth, to her kidnapping by her kin and the unlocking of her powers, to the epic battle with an evil force that causes the young Fey'ri to gain control over her gifts and thus rightly ascend to the postion of Goddess of Chaos. Marocia Campaign Setting- My own D&D world, complete with history of the ages, gods, and other features that are still being worked on. Not very different from the D&D we all know, but different enough to attract an audiance. (restricted) | (restricted) |
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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My true feelings are that I love him and don't want to let him go. My true feelings are that he needs to realize that if he ment the words when he said them, then they will never be hollow or a lie in my eyes. He still loves me, anyone that has seen how much he's beating himself up over this knows that, and all I want is my boyfriend back.
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And most of all, my true feelings are that I wish we had never met her or her fiancee or their friend. No matter how cool they are, I wish more than anything in the world that we had never met them.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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*huggles*
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I'm really sorry to hear that... I know the pain. Most likely she is seeing someone else now and that is why she ended it, but if she is the type of person to do that; and then to not be honest about it, then she is not the type of person worth dating. You will get over her and it will get better. It won't be easy, and it may take awhile, but you are strong enough to do it. It's harsh, but it's honest. Lately I just don't feel like sugarcoating anything anymore.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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Love doesn't suck, but it is painful. The thing is that it is good and bad pain, and overall, it is worth dealing with them both to feel love.
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I am sorry about your whole situation with friends, I know how it is when a group splinters because of disagreements or break ups, and it truly sucks to be caught in the middle of it all; but you're just gonna have to ride out the storm, so to speak, and things will calm down again. Keep your real friends close to you and that is all that you need. As for your "there is no love, just like" theory... I could go into the Love Triagle and the four types of love, but I don't feel like boring you unless you want to hear it. Besides, I'd have to dig out my psych notes to explain it good.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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*Elara pauses for a moment, a smile playing on her lips as she recalls her memories*
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I got started playing D&D when I was 15, back in my sophmore year of high school. I had joined the Science Club after WhiteRose told me how fun it was, and our club advisor, Mr. Wuchner, was an avid D&D player. I saw him setting up a campaign that he was going to run for some of the other members that played, and I later learned that Rosy was joining as well. The images and the concept seemed really cool to me, so I asked if I could join and learn as well. My first character was a 2nd Edition Half Elf Druid named Jade. Yeah, the name repeats itself. I learned quickly that 2nd Edition druids at 1st level suck. It was a lot of fun though, and it got much easier when 3rd Edition came out with easier gameplay rules. I've been addicted ever since, and once we graduated, many of the science club members (mainly three of us) joined Charlie's (Mr. Wuchner's) gaming group that he runs at his house biweekly. We've never gotten passed 7th level for various reasons, but it's been a lot of fun. I even ran a early version of Elara and Morwen there, and developed some of thier quirks... particularly Elara's habit of sleeping in trees.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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I personally think that is a great idea. My own personal idea is set it in Los Angeles, since it's so hugely diverse, or near LA and have him wandering there... of course, I say this because I know LA. At least I didn't say Long Beach.
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Anywho, I am thinking that having some supernatural shit happen would add to the hilarity as well as to the Alice in Wonderland feeling. And at one point he has to wander into a hooka shop to get some info... it can basically be the catapillar scene.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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You didn't really read my words if you're going tsk tsk at me. I said it's worth it. |
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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*points to her last post, since it was ignored it seems* |
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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Actually, you're a bit off there Makura. Someone over the age of 18 can date a person under 18, they just can't have sex unless the parents give consent. Though I do think that there is a clause that lets couples who are a year apart off the hook.
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I draw the limit at 5 years older/younger personally, though the oldest guy I've ever dated was 3 years older.
Elara |
![]() Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 210 days Last activity: 210 days
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I've been listening to a few songs lately
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Tool - Sober Disturbed - Remember Stained - Outside Currently though it's My December by Linkin Park. Are we noticing a trend here? Music helps with heartbreak. |
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