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Atreyu Newcomer          Since: 05-20-05 Since last post: 7102 days Last activity: 7087 days |
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| Well most of you who know my life can say that I've been through a
series of unfortunate envents in my lifetime. Some people say that they envy my life. But I have no Idea why they think that, and would like to know what crack thet're on and if they can share. Well this morning started farely well for me! I felt so happy to be alive, which is pretty rare. The sun was shining, the birds were chriping and the air just felt so cool on my just-awakening face. Not to mention that shower I had. 
I felt overly zealous for no apperent reason, and I felt like looking the part as well. I put on this really nice outfit and this hair tie to match. ( I thought I looked nice) I strolled out into my living room, and to my surprise, I see one my closest friends sprawled out on the couch. I was rather confused at that moment as to when he got there, because I was already snoozing in my bedroom at about 7:30, thanks to being drained from swim practice. Since I am a Cat-Girl, I decided to follow my ever so deviant kitty-like instict, and pounce on my prey. So I did... He woke up after several time of me jumping on him. (he is a heavy sleeper I now know that) "why hello Kitty cat" He said. I smiled and jumped off of him. I ran infront of the Tee Vee, fixed my skirt, and said while striking a pose "What do cha think?" He didn't even blink and said that "you look like you're a slave." I was sorta mad at that, but I decided to not let that dumb remark get to the best of me. Thats what I do best I think. Then out of nowhere my oh so evil mother comes out and starts telling me how much of a burden I am to her and the family. And how she just wished that I left and found my own home. I really didn't know what I did to ruin her oh so "happy" life. Then she said that she didn't even know why she lets me say that I am apart of the family. Quite frankly I was confused. I am the only daughter of 15, 3.8 GPA, and very friendly to others. I had no idea why she always needs to take out her problems on me. I dont know how one can ruin some one's day so effortlessly. Even before I even got out the door to school. And school is when the real sad stuff happenes... I waltz on to school campus trying to hide my sad expressions with a smile. The first thing I did was go to class because I was tardy. I walk into my call room and the teacher said that I had to get a detention because I was two minutes late. I've never had a detention in my whole like and I felt pretty awful already so I just took it. 2nd period we had a Julius Caesar test. I thought it was rather easy so I know I must have passed it with an A no doubt. So that class period wasn't that bad. Except of course the wonderful little fact that I had to memorize 50 lines of that stupid play by this up coming tuesday!!!!! Then in every other "wonderful" class period I had the hardest tests ever to endure. I think that Gemetry and History were the hardest. Then lunch rolls around... And my poor poor friend, Renee, was in tears. She told me that some really rude kids in her third period class were calling her a devil worshiper, just because she is gothic. Renee is the most religous person I know. I told her this: "Are those words true?" " ...No. *sniffles*" "Then why listen to them Renee, I know that you're so much better than that to let a little bit of words get you don't. So if its not true don't pay any mind to it...!" I'm sure my advice helped... I think. I know she is going to do something to rub it in their faces tommorrow. Like coming to school with rosary beads or something.... Right after that I get my bestfriend grabbing on to me crying hysterically. She had just found out that her boyfriend was in a coma. I felt really bad for her. Even though they've only been boyfriend and girlfriend for about a day and 1/2. >.> There is too much rebound with her. Who cares about that anyways? Now, for my problems... I just feel really sad because I'm always the one helping others, and when its my turn everyone seems to disapear. Even my boyfriend has stopped saying that he loves me. v.v; I dont know what I'm doing to deserve all this. Maybe its just those 3 words I need to get on through the day. Will someone help me? Because I don't know if I'd be able to go on another day. |
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Black Lord Koopa Since: 12-12-04 Since last post: 5624 days Last activity: 5624 days |
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| When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
Honestly, good things will come, just preservere, and get through the rough times. And eventually you'll make it through the tough times and be happy. Just keep on keepin' on. |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt  Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4558 days Last activity: 4552 days |
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| Atreyu, im sorry that you have a bad mother, and im a little concerned now at your situation....
The only thing I can think of is 2 things... 1: Try to stay out of your moms way, This helped me about my Father, hes always telling me that I always have room to improve and scolds me for it, while he, the Father, is a crack addict and a fucking retard who dropped out of school and running away from the police... 2: Move out, your old enough arent you? If you have a friend whom REALLY cares about you, move in with them, Talk with councelors..do something, nothing ever happens if you do nothing and pout about, im sorry but its a fact, you seriously need to do something....continuing to post about it here dosent help either... Im sorry if im a bit rash, but im 3000 miles away, I cant do nothing but 'pray' and i will continue to do that for you, people care about you marti, and never forget that! |
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Belial Bazu Since: 01-29-05 From: New Zealand Since last post: 4366 days Last activity: 3980 days |
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Well, when it comes to your boyfriend not saying "I love you," perhaps you should tell him, that him saying those words makes a world of difference to you.  |
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Atreyu Newcomer Since: 05-20-05 Since last post: 7102 days Last activity: 7087 days |
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Originally posted by Belial Well I don't know. He seems to be a little scared to say it in public. But I dont have anything to hide, nor should he. |
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