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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable          Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days |
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| *Elara continued with her routine, though her swings were faster and clumsier as she went. She hated people around when she practiced, this was like a monk's meditation for her, her moment of zen. First that newcomer named Etsu had been there, and was still nearby most likely... now Kasai was there. All that was needed now was for that Necromancer to show up or the depressed fighter. Shadow's little quips about her style weren't really helping either*
"If you don't mind Kasai, I would prefer to be alone right now. It's just how I practice... in fact, take Shadow with you, I do better without her... comments." "I'm only trying to help." "Sure you are Shadow, and I'm a Gnome." "Wow, you sure are a tall Gnome." "Shut up, fuzzball." |
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Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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I will be perfectly honest here, I do not like rap... I hate it for the most part. Eminem is pretty much the only one I will listen to and that is because his songs are actually different, and many of them are just funny. I just get tired of the same damn shit over and over again, and the objectifying of women... and the videos... oh gods they make me sick.
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But that is just my opinion. And even though I do not like rap (and or the record I actually used to listen to it back in '96-'98) I would say it is wrong to ban it. I assume it's the moral conservatives trying to get it banned because they don't like it... well tough shit for them. To ban rap, or any other type of music, is the most blatent form of censorship that I can imagine. We don't need this type of censorship. If they got rap, metal would be next... and that is not something I am willing to part with. Saying that rap is causing our youth to be violent is ridiculous. Sure it might be a factor, but it is not the soul cause. Human nature is to be violent. Saying that rap makes them commit crimes is just a pathetic excuse to try and censor it. Like Ginji pointed out, the two boys that commited the Columbine shootings listened to metal music... the public tried to blame Marilyn Manson for it because of his music, since he was hated by the conservatives so much at the time, even though it came out soon after that the boys actually did not like Marilyn Manson's music at all. So yeah, doing this with rap is the same sorta thing... a scapegoat technique that is doomed to fail.
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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My gods you're alive! Good, now go post!
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*hands you a poking stick* Have fun!
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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On the issue of the reproduction thing... there are too many humans in the world as it is, so how is it going to hurt if 10% of the population does not reproduce? Hell, many heterosexuals don't have kids either and no one bitches about that. It's rather funny to point that out to ignorant gay bashers that use it as an argument... they shut up fast. The ones that continue start saying things like "well what if a huge epidemic hits and most of the population dies out, then those fags will be the death of humanity!"... to which I respond "so you think that all the gay people of the world will be unaffected by this plague and all the straight people will die?" They end up working themselves into a corner and it's really funny. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Well... to be honest I can sum up what I can't stand into two words: Human Nature. But that is vague, so I will try to be more specific...
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I can't stand... - People who think that their religion is the best in the world and that all people who do not follow it are dirty pieces of filth. - People who think that their religion is better even though there is almost no difference. - Racism, in any way, shape, or form. There is one race, the Human race. Get over it. - Ignorance, I abhore it and anyone that is ignorant because they refuse to change. - Homophobia and gay bashing. They are human, they have rights, get the fuck over it! - Betrayal. Something you don't want to do to me... I don't take it well at all. - Fighting. I hate it when people fight or argue, I don't want to be there, don't get me involved. - People who think that they are better than anyone else. - Animal cruelty. People that do it should go through the same thing and see how they like it. - Having my rights as a human being and an American citizen taken from me for "security reasons" - Greed... this will be the reason humanity will die. - Money, kinda relates to greed really... it fuels greed. - Guns, bombs, and "WMDs"... I think they should all be destroyed and we should fight with swords again. - War. It's stupid, it's pointless, and it uses guns, bombs, and "WMD" - Bad grammar... just irks me - Math... I should need no explanation for that. - Politics, it ruins everything - People who flame you because they don't agree with you - People who hack boards and ruin my post count - Homework - High temperatures... I would rather freeze than fry. - My parents... hell, my family - People who will not listen when you tell them "no" - Telemarketers... please see above to understand why. - Rapists, they should all die - Book burners, all of them are idiots - Television... almost everything sucks now - Censorship... a little is good, but they are going too damn far now. I'm just gonna stop now before I either cry or break something.
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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I got mine from Shaddow, it's nice... don't get a lot of email there though since I don't want junk mail. I only have like 4 invites though, since you start with 6 and I used 2. But I don't really mind. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Dang Deesee, it was a newbie post... give him a break.
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Anywho, hiya and welcome to the insane asylum that is XGF! Just read the FAQs, post like there is no tomorrow, pledge alliegence to the Cult of the Dark Goddess (i.e. me), and have a great time! Oh yeah... before I forget *hands Pat Meth an anti-brick/cake device* Just activate that and it will create a force field around you... trust me, you'll need it.
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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And you have improved a lot Chris, I must say.
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Me, well even though I am the self-proclaimed Queen of the Typos, I do my best to catch myself when I make posts, I will even edit the post each time I find a typo there... it just irks me. I also notice that I do use ellipses ("...") a lot, but I usally do that to indicate a pause in my speaking... I guess to make it seem more like you are listening to me rather than reading my words. But yeah, good grammar and punctuation are indeed signs of maturity and it is becomming ever more apparent that this nation, and the world really, is becomming more and more immature with every new generation.
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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I second Oni on this one *smacks your hand*
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Bad Pocket! They all sound really cool... well I know that Heidi was since I met her, but yeah... bad bad Pockets. Now the question is "Is it too late to fix this err in judgement?"
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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"Okay."
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*As the stone headed towards the ground, Elara drew her two swords, readying herself for whatever Oni might do first. She knew better than to take initiative against him*
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Well, at least I am getting the #2 place for now... come my spring break I will do my best to pass you up Xeo. I just need to write a damn paper first... in fact I should do that now. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Meh, they are both okay I guess... I found a few pics that might be postable, but yeah.
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Is it sad that on a yahoo image search for Miko Lee one result is a picture of Rock Lee?
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Ha, it would be cool to see Dark Soul or the Bow of Might as a weapon in the Battle Arena, but yeah I understand that it takes time. Just do what you can Xeo. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Oh yeah, it's the cause of my downfall most likely... that or just being lazy in general. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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I laid there in bed, staring up at the black ceiling, tears streaming down my face, wondering why I hated my life so much. I still heard them screaming... I wished that they would shut up and let me sleep. I had tried to distract myself by staring at the beam of moonlight that hit the west wall of my bedroom... but the faeries didn't even help me this time. Yes, I see faeries in the moonlight, little faeries dancing around, their silver wings tinkling like little bells. They had always distracted me from the fighting when I was younger, and they usually still did, but not now.
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I had one escape left to me... one that I didn't use anymore because I had promised, but at the moment I didn't care. I opened my drawer in the dresser next to my bed and pulled out my little silver dagger. I heard the yelling get louder... I just wanted them to stop. I brought the razor sharp blade up to my wrists, looking at the edge in the silver light. Slowly I pressed down until I felt it bite into the flesh, quickly I jerked the dagger across the skin, rending the muscle tissue and blood vessels as I from the wrist to the crook of the elbow. The pain was blinding, but at that moment I forgot everything else... all the yelling, the abuse, nothing was left but the stinging of the cut in my skin. The sharp hiss that had escaped my lips as I cut myself turned into a moan of masochistic pleasure. I took the knife in my other, now blood-soaked, hand and repeated the process with my other arm. A small puddle of blood was forming on my bed and growing larger... I was loosing a lot of blood... too much. I realized that I must have cut too deep this time, must have severed too many veins and arteries. Most people would have freaked out, but I was calm. I could feel the numbness taking me. I stared again at the dancing faeries in the moonlight, they were still dancing; but now it was slower, more melancholy. They seemed to be mourning me already. Things started dimming into blackness, leaving only the tinkling of silver wings. I laid back down into the bloodstained bed with a smile and welcomed the eternal slumber as it took me. (Last edited by Elara on 03-18-05 07:06 PM)
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Hmn... well let us see where to begin...
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Erica: My first best friend. We met in 1st grade when I was taken out of the GATE program because the teacher hated me (not even kidding there). We hung out a lot, talked on the phone, made lemonade together, all that fun stuff. Then she moved around 4th grade. We still talked and she came to visit me when I got hit by a car. She moved again, this time we took turns visiting each other. Around 7th or 8th grade she moved to Orange County (30 minutes away, since I'm in Los Angeles County) and though we kept in contact for awhile with letters and the occational phone call, I have not heard from her since I was in 11th grade or so. Last I heard she had a car and was doing well, but I do miss her sometimes. She was the skinny blonde girl, liked pink and all that... while I was the chunky brunette tomboy. Yeah, I miss her. Elias: My first real love... what we had was special, but it just crashed and burned in the end. Apparently I first met him in 1st grade too, when I was still in the GATE program (he was a year older and I was originally in a 1st/2nd grade split class), but after that I didn't see him until 11th grade. He was shy and funny and we got along great, it ended turning into something more over the summer and I fell for him. We never argued, and it seemed we had a balance of power, though I usually seemed to have more. Then the decline happened... 6 months into the relationship we went with WhiteRose and her boyfriend to Disneyland. Elias had never been there, so I thought it would be fun... and it was for the most part, or at least I thought so. I ended up having to use the "if you love me..." line to get him on Space Mountain because he "didn't like rollercoasters" (I was not about to leave him alone while we went on a ride, besides, he had never been on a rollarcoaster). That "upset the balance" in his opinion, and tainted our relationship. So, for the next two years that we were together he tried to mentally hurt me like I did to him supposedly so I would "know how it felt". I noticed nothing until the last 6 months of the relationship, when he seemed like a different person... like the sterotype male. To cut it short, I ended up leaving him the day after christmas 2003. He didn't take it well and stalked me for awhile, among other things... but he finally moved on and now we talk/hang out occationally.
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Don't forget Pat and Ryan, I wanna know what trippy shit you do with them. Cool so I have Nisian DNA!
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Edit: Wait... here you say that Lee has Eckta'arian DNA, but in Boundries you say that it is Nisian and that Rosy has the Eckta'arian DNA. Just thought I would point that out. (Last edited by Elara on 03-19-05 04:27 PM)
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Yeah I figured that you would like this one. I didn't really notice how short it was until I went to post it. In a way I want to expand on it, but at the same time I like it the way that it is. |
Elara |
Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 95 days Last activity: 95 days
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Oh yeah, the change in people from Elementary to High School is amazing. I was the most unpopular kid back in elementary... in fact for most of my life Erica was my only friend and even that was iffy at times. Come high school most of them treated me nicer, some became close friends, and many just admitted that they were assholes and were sorry.
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Case in point, and biggest example ever: Sergio: Transfered to my school in 3rd grade and had no friends. Somehow we started hanging out, and were pretty cool with each other. Then the popular boys got to him and told him the way of Hollydale Elementary (to be popular, you had to make my life miserable by teasing me and making me cry daily... not kidding) and so he backstabbed me and became popular. Then 7th grade came around (Hollydale was K-8, so I had no Jr. High really) he started flirting with me. I knew it was a joke so I told him to fuck off. He kept at it until in 8th grade I started to believe it, he became the psuedoboyfriend... at least when the popular people weren't around, then he was an ass. I knew he was using me, but I've never really been loved in my life and I craved that attention he gave me. So yeah, needless to say he ripped my heart to pieces and damaged my trust, thus starting my horrible luck in love and I finally got free of it in 9th grade. We still talked occationally, and near the end of 9th grade or beginning of 10th he called me to tell me that he was gay. Out of all of his "friends" he told me first, and began royally apologizing for all the shit that he did to me because the popular girls told him to. Quit hanging out with most of them as well... and by senior year was a much better person. In 11th grade he'd call a lot to rant about a guy he liked and to get advice from me on what to do, it was so sweet. But yeah, if I saw him on the street I would say hi and we'd get along fine even though we run in different circles (he's still preppy/rap boy and always will be). I think that is the biggest example of people changing that I've seen. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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