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| Eh, what's the code for that on here? I'll edit my first post according.
And I should be getting pictures of home from home tomorrow  |
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| I finished recently the new Halo book : Ghosts of Onyx. For any halo fans, this is one of the better books (Much like the fall of reach, same author, and not as over the top as the last one that came out.)
After that, I finished last week : Let the Galaxy Burn. Book 3 in the Horus Heresy series to date. 3rd book was by Ben Counter. He's good so far. First book was by Dan Abnett. My all-time favorite author  (Gaunts Ghost series, all 3 of them so far, Eisenhorn Trilogy, Ravenor books, a few others, all excellent if you're into these kind of books)
Next I've got Soul Drinkers. Triology done by Ben Counter. I look forward to reading through it all. I plan on picking up a few more traditional hard Science Fiction books soon, finishing one I've got here, Robotica or whatever, and then I want to get into a little fantasy for inspiration eventually. But anyhow. I LOVE reading. I own more books than anything else, both in number and in value If that means anything. |
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| It's an interesting little thing anyhow
http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourstarwarshoroscopequiz/ This is Kinda funny, I guess it fits me a bit. But the funny part is, I live like less than an hour away from where Endor was filmed
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| I love that second picture!
I took Jenna (Evo, for those who remember) out swimming in a place that looked like that. Umpqua river area. I'll see if I can't get my friend to send me the pictures she took of Medford for me so I can show them to people here.
Heheh. LA river eh? Interesting anyhow |
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Took the longer one
personality tests by similarminds.com Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful (Last edited by Truth/Serum on 01-31-07 12:17 AM) |
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| Used one of the shorter tests....
I dunno if it's right. I tended to be an extreme of both cases it presented, and ended up choosing the middle a lot  Didn't see much I wasn't, and I know there's a lot.
personality tests by similarminds.com |
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| *bookmarks that video*
That was friggin awesome. I don't personally care for Larry the cable guy stuff, but I do enjoy the comedian himself on blue collar. But what I loved was how that guy intelligently pieced it down and broke it apart and it was rather appealing to see that sort of entertainment again. Good mannerisms too That, and it's nice to see humor that's more than just punchlines all the way through. I'll have to go look into that guy's stuff more. |
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| [off topic]
Logos, no offence, but that totally isn't constructive in any way to this thread. Nor does it answer any of the questions or help asked for up above. I would consider refraining from such posts, especially in topics quite as sensitive as this one. And I've noticed a trend with you across the board on this as well, though it's not my place to tell you, but I know you've been made aware of this. [on topic] As far as dealing with a suicial person is concerned, often it helps to hear them out with what they have to say. Being constructive, and trying to make them see the better side of things, as Crystle said above, can help a lot initially. Sometimes it's all people need. Long term however is a bit different. Actually finding a solution to their problems, even if it isn't the one the person is wanting, but as long as it's something they can work with, it can help. Though forcing them into something they don't want isn't good by any means either. Also, in dealing with the person, the source of their pain needs to be dealt with. Even if something can be done to help them, but they are still vulnerable and unable to prevent the same pain from coming back, aren't going to be okay for very long. They need a solution to the problem as well as a way to get better if they're going to be okay. Often people do one or the other, and try to brush off, cover up, or simply downplay the actual problem, to get the person to be better. In the end, while that helps short term, doesn't work out, and eventually, the same problems will rise back up if not constantly tended to. Anyhow, that's about all I got for now. I hope it helps some for anyone who reads this. Recently one of my buddys gave his girlfriend my phone number so she'd have someone to talk to, because she's tried to kill herself. First and foremost, we're trying to solve the source of the issues, instead of just providing direct support, because that's the most effective way to ensure she'll be okay. I hope it all works out, and hope that what I said above will be useful to someone else. *Hugs Jen and Crystle* |
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| I'm going home tomorrow night!!!!!
I will be up for like 24 hours to get there, and only will have 3 days, but that's better than nothing, and it's not costing me leave, so I'm happy
My Gram's bday is like the day after I leave, and one of my best friend's b-days is a few days later, so it will be an awesome weekend Only a few friends know I'm going home, because I wanna spend it with my family more. Taking my little sis and bro running around too OMG I miss them soo much.
Cheapest plane tickets I've had across the country, at $357 bucks
But yeah. Should be a good weekend for me |
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| I didn't see a thread for it yet, so here it is
I hope everyone is having a good valentine's day, either with their loved one, or at least having a good time on their own if you're single (Such as myself). So how are you spending your day of the year? I've spent mine so far shovelling snow for people in my neighborhood, and now I'm just relaxing a bit. Got snowed in and work was called off for the day
It would be nice to have someone to call and all today, but alas, that's just how life goes eh? So what is everyone else up to/what did you do? (if you see this post after today )
*huggles everyone* |
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| Okay, here's who all I know:
My best friends Jenna, Amy, and Geoff (Evo and Squggy and Drizzt), Kate (Katana), Jerry from back in school (Nelrith), and Cody from highschool too (Kaijin). There's probably someone I forgot, but it's been ages since I've been that active sice MoD days anyhow
And though I haven't met her face to face, I've talked with her enough times on the phone over the years and she's kept my head on it's shoulders more times than you could shake a stick at, Crystle (Elara) *huggles* |
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You're short Kate Dun make me put up a few pics to prove it 
Anyhow, here's a few of me a few months ago while I was home for christmas on leave
First one is just a crappy pic Amy (Squiggy) took of me 
Second one is another she took, of me and my sis when I was helping her on the computer. This is just about the only one where we actually look alike. (I can prove we don't look anything like eachother in another picture later if I have to )
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| Along with the original intent of this thread:
Currently, I've a very simple haircut. Gotta keep it within Navy regulations
But my hair is jet black. But I've got about 1/20ish hairs are actually a crimson color, a few blonds, a few gray/white (And a smidge brown). I also have straighter hair than anyone here on this board, guaranteed. So straight, it grows straight out, hence my continual roaming baldspot, since if you look at it from nearly any angle, you'll see skin. It stays like that till about 3 inches, and only at about 4 inches does it begin to bend down at all due to gravity... SOOO... In high school, I had a mohawk for about half of each year from sophmore on And senior year it was purple, then turned to rainbowish. I miss that damned mohawk 2 inches wide, 4 long, and it was traditional mohican style, with no gel, and stood by itself I'll probably keep cutting it like that while home on leave My hair grows fast too.
As for opposite gender. I LOVE dark hair. Closer to black the better. Black and dark browns. I hope I made it clear Beyond that, I love striaghter hair. Don't care much for curly. Longer if possible. And I like long bangs, but I like bangs in general, instead of the full head of long hair. I could go on, but meh. |
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| I know what ya mean a bit there Mark. Though *Does a little dance now that he feels a lot more comfortable that Cody's left* Personal grudge from back in highschool that one
What's on my mind is a shit tonne of shit that's been going on for months. That and even all my coworkers are like, keeping count of all the times my luck has been fucking me over this last week or two. I'm officially the "Unlucky Broken Robot" So take that as ye wil. And I woke up 2 hours before my alarm today, and went to bed an hour late I hate night shifts.
On other topics, I'm going to hijack the Tech thread tomorrow if it's still around and put up like 5 different topics in regaurds to advanced technology breaks recently, including the Navy's railgun experiments, Japanese Exo Skeletons, and lasers that are awesome available for sale that use LEDs to make their laser instead of normal methods. O_o That... And I had WAY too much to eat before I went to bed and not enough the day before that... Don't eat the purple cheese. Or the glowing bread. Du hast mich, und Ich hab nicht gesagt. Und Ich will kein angle sein. *Rocks on* |
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*SUPER GLOMPS JENNA* ^____^Happy birthday Jenna! I hope your b-day is awesome.
I'll have ye a b-day prezzie when I get back home |
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Originally posted by Drizzt Dourden Well.. Ya didn't show up to my house drunk at least We hung out a lot though
And I didn't like that champaign my mom bought. I can't believe you actually liked that stuff Bitter Cheap stuff it was, very cheap.
Still. I got an awesome picture of you sleepin on my couch Geoff. Hm... Maybe I should post it Whatcha think?
But yeah. Crazy weekend  Always is when I go home. Spend soo many hours on friggin planes. Last time getting there sucked, this time getting home sucked. Stuck in Philly airport for hours
But at least I had a decent time while I was home. Saw some friends, had some fun, talked out some stuff, though not everything went exactly how I'd liked it to have. Meh, that's life. Heh, drove my friend Amy crazy, because some of the new people she met, happen to know the same people I do, or I already know them, and I just made her little web of people she knows that much more complicated. Stole all her thunder when she introduced me to people Had fun though. Got to run around Lithia Park out in Ashland (oregon). Went down deeper into the back of it, past most of the things. Wandered around on the edge of the river. Sat on a fallen tree over the water for a while. Layed in the grass in the sun, wandered through the japanese garden there, climbed a tree, went back to the grass, and then wandered off again Saturday was awesome
Got to see Jenna(Evo) a few times too!
Some good, some bad, and overall, it was eventful while still being rather not
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| Quite litterally.
This is mostly copied from my journal. But hey. I've been doing a little bit of exercize lately. It's good to help work out a lot of stress and tention and anger in my life right now, not to mention lose weight and get trim and sexy while doing it
But yeah. I've been doing my best to find a perpose in my life again. One for me, or another that I can hold onto like I used to.. But yeah. Anyhow, I don't think too much while I'm out there, cept when I sit for a rest every 20 or so minutes. But still, it helps, and I do think about it a little while I run. Here's the adventure in a semi-coherrent form: Left just after 5:30 am JUST got back. It's 7am. Damn. Explored a lot. Ran all over that damned state park. Found a cool place with a natural spring I can drink from about 3/4ths through the run too Okay, maybe closer to 5/6ths or 7/8ths really. About a half mile away, and that's after a few miles.... So yeah. I think I'm going to do this run every day this week. Good way to burn energy before crashing.
Also, I yell out in my low booming voice and hear it echo. "I. Will Not. Lose." And it says it back to me again and again. More to come after shower. (Part two, after my shower) Ran out to SPAC. Found that the bridge is closed. Which made me sad. So I decided to run laps around the parking lot. I mean hell, the lot isteslf is like almost half a mile long. Okay, maybe only one quarter or a thrid, still. Anyhow, I get to near the end of it, and then I see that there's an actual road off the side there. I's got a small barrier, butI can walk around it. So I did. And ran down teh road for about almost half a mileish. Well, down there is the guyser. Awesome. Which is where I was going nyhow. So I get to the guyser, adn decided to follow the path past it along the river. Did that, saw that it became harder to walk on. Mind you ths entire path is a wayv snow, that's completely smooth and covered in ice... So yeah. Oddest thing to walk on ever. Anyone wit an doubts about their balace shouldn't be going here, even walking. So I climb up the snowy hill to a different road. Follow the road up, and hell, it takes me to the other side of where the bridge entrance is. Cool. So I run back down the road, covered in a sheet of ice. Not flat ice, but snwy hills of ice. For like a quarter mile. It was insane. But I know how to run even wif I hve no traction at all. Inertia and directed force keeps you uptright even with no traction at all and your foot never has a solid grip. It's odd but cool. Anyhow... Go down the hill, the run up the highway where I came from (Up hill mind you now) And I get to a park type area. A good acre or two of snow. So I do some running dives and rolls, where you dive, roll, and end in a crouch facing to your left at 90 degrees, and bolt again. So I did that 4 times and ended up at the table again. Took a quick rest. Then got up and went back to the parking lot. From there, ran up to where the bridge is across the highway to go home, but decide to take a side path before unexplored. It crosses the river, and low and behold (walking along the fence line) I get to the other side of the bridge! So I get total free reign of where I wanted to go to in the first place at SPAC Run around there a while. run through the roman looking buildings and their out-door hallways, go to the middle of the pond (dry with some snow in it) and do some pushups... Then ran over to the SPAC itself, a giant ampitheater thing. I'll get pictures next time of it.
Then I got up and run around the roads in the state park and SPAC. This is when I found the natural spring built so that people can get the water from it in little fountain things Crisp clean good spring water, very refreshing. I'm so bringing a plastic cup with me nesxt time instead of freezing my hands
From here, I ran back down a few roads and wound up where I could cross the bridge, and finally made the last half mile home. Time out : About an hour and a half almost. Spent about 75% of that time actually jogging too... So I'm like totally beat. But I feel SOO good right now... It's a good feeling you can only get after really working your body fairly long and hard. Anyhow.. Yeah, sorry for the long rant-story-time. Just wanted to share what it was
I'll take pics along the way next time
Um.. Yeah. That's all for now. So much is happening in my life right now, and burning myself out is about the only way I can handle it |
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| *stretches*
[Warning: long winded rant aimed at relatively nothing] I hope I don't piss anyone off with these long pointless rants. It helps me just to rant it out I guess. Good for the mind. lowers my stress levels and what-not. Merh... Only was out for an hour today Still too tired from yesterday. Ran about a mile, did pushups and situps, then ran it in almost half mile increments for the next few miles... It's WAY too hilly out there to keep up more than that at this point.
Anyhow... Yeah... I'm going to a psychological evaluation in a few days. I'm really worried about it. They're looking at me for depression and stuff. It really sucks. I'm going to have to fight to stay in. What makes it worse is it's during the day. It happens to be on day 6 of mids, which is 7:30pm to 7:30 am shifts So like smack dab in the middle of my normal sleeping time.
Oh and it's a 3.5 hour drive away at that
So fun stuff there... Granted, nearly breaking down and crying in the middle of the night at work every day has brought it's fair share of attention. Especially being in the Navy. It's rather... Not looked upon too well officially. Granted, I've got ton's of good people around here trying to help me out. Which helps a lot actually. I really want my friend back. It's difficult trynig to cope with the changes that have been going on in my life over this last year. Trying to keep in contact with some of the people I've met while in the navy. Several of them I consider brothers, they were there for me last year when things went bad, and they've been the best of friends with me since I met them while I was stationed down in Charleston in 2005-2006. Other than that, work is aggravating. Done about all I can get done with the plant shut down as it is, and long 12 hour days for 7 days in a row really wears you down
But hey, at least I'm not exactly in charge of the electricians anymore. That's less stress to worry about. *Rants on for another hour about work before passing out* Anyhow. My goals for now are as follows, since I don't really have any superb life goal in mind yet: Lose another 10 pounds in two weeks. Go beyond just getting in shape, but super trim. By the time my birthday comes around (May 28) I want to be thin, muscular, and happy with how I look. Last birthday I had my life fall apart, both in my personal life, and at home. This has probably been the most painful year of my life. I want to make being 20 just the opposite. My new years resolution was to fix my life and be happy again. I want to be well on my way to that goal by my birthday. I'm really happy I've lost so much weight so far. over 10 pounds this last month, and I plan on keeping it up. Who knows. Maybe things will look up once I'm better looking Self confidence and health have a lot to do with it. And it's getting warmer outside now The snow is melting, so it's easier to run around and work out in the state park now.
Meh. Enough ranting now. If you're still reading at this point, I'm both impressed and sorry
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| It's the only thing I really don't like much about myself. I wish my teeth looked a little better, and I were a bit more trim and muscular. Other than that, I like how I look really.
Beyond that, the only thing I don't like about my life is my life situation and all, but that's been old news for a long time. Thanks for the luck for the eval. It's been one hell of a mess getting everything in order for it. Friggin process in the navy sucks, since no one knows wtf to do, they keep passing the buck and I just get thrown along for the ride But yeah.. Getting evaluated for depression and whatnot I assume. Realy sucks. Especially since most who go to be evaluated are people who are trying to get out, I'm one of the few exceptions, so they're already pre-dispositioned against me
Either way, I just want to be happy with myself again, happy with life and everything in general. It's been such a long time
Which is why this excercizing rocks so much... I don't even think about anything except when I take a breather. Otherwise it's just moving, running, and listening to the music beat on in my ears.. All outside, in the open spaces, relatively alone and nice and quiet and sirene (sp?). Tomorrow I plan on exploring a bit more of the state park too |
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