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TwistedAngel Newcomer Since: 08-30-09 From: Wonderland Since last post: 5553 days Last activity: 5553 days |
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We grow and watch the days go by
Looking at the clouds roll in the sky Colors fade on the rainbow of age Fairytales smudge from its page The nothing takes over our open mind Making it harder to unwind Flowers get blurry after a day As crayons eventually get thrown away And as we grow, we wish we were young And forget all the tunes that were sung Yet all the wishing won't color that picture And all the anti-aging products just won't be the right mixture We wonder why the world seems gray It's because we forgot the way Of the child, and all its glory Sit down and read a story Tell a tale no matter if it maks sense Make your bedroom into tents No one is saying you can't do adult things too Just remember that the sky doesn't always have to be blue |
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TwistedAngel Newcomer Since: 08-30-09 From: Wonderland Since last post: 5553 days Last activity: 5553 days |
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So my really good friend Abby,who I love to pieces,is sick again.And not the antibiotics and chicken soup kind of sick,her cancer is back.
See, about 3 years ago,right after she had her daugthter,she started getting sick, and not in the normal way.So she went to the doctor, after doing like a million tests she was diagnosed with ovarion cancer.With chemo she faught it off,but a week ago, when she went in for her check up, they ran the tests (like normal) but this time, they came back with the response we didn't want.She's been in remission for 2 years, and now it's back. I'm moving into her apt with her to help because she's going to be taking concentrated doses of chemo once a week.She's not going to be able to do it alone, she's going to lose her long beatiful red hair, and she's going to be sick. The worst of it, she's asked me,that in the event of her not being able to win the fight this time,if I would take care of her 3 year old.Sort of a mother figure, so that she will know about her mother. I don't know what to do, and honestly, it doesn't help that a week after my own birthday this past year, my favorite uncle passed suddenly and without warning from a brain tumor.Life's a bit of a stressful mess right now, but saying all this has made me feel better. |
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TwistedAngel Newcomer Since: 08-30-09 From: Wonderland Since last post: 5553 days Last activity: 5553 days |
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Thanks guys, being able to vent really helped, and thank you for your support...It never ceases to amaze, you guys don't even really know me, but you're still incredibly kind and supportive.Thank you.
*UPDATE* Abby feels terrible most the time from the chemo, but the Drs are hopeful, they think that with the treatments and care both at home and at the hospital she should be able to pull through. They can't guarentee a 100% on anything yet because of how early it still is , but everyone's hopeful. Again, thank you.The words really mean a lot.And I showed her daughter how even people that don't know her mommy are sending kind thoughts and hope. It was very sweet, she wanted to have a play day with everyone to say thank you. (she didn't quite understand that people are far away. I do feel honored that my friend asks this of me, I know that if I were in her situation I could ask the same of her. And it's ok to sound cliche...how sad is it that that rhymes? The kindness of the thought is enough. |
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